quxxrfxsh

I came back to re visit what I left off. No, I did not leave just because my ex girlfriend broke up with me. We’re friends at the moment and it’s all alright. I left for some mental issues too. I took a massive break from social media to discover new things as well as spending more time with relatives and friends! I’m so sorry I took a break and guaranteed something I didn’t promise. Especially leaving you guys on the cliffhanger. 
          	
          	Something I’d like to address: I understand it was my fault for not continuing the story and I understand you guys would love to see more (yay!), but sending demanding messages in my messages is a big no no. I didn’t expect myself having to block three people from doing this. Asking politely is one thing, but demanding to come back and finish for the viewers pleasure is just rude. It’s fine to go in my messages to ask genuine questions, but please don’t be harsh. Im trying my best after all. Finishing a romantic book about two teens is not something that should be a obligation right now. 
          	
          	Is the book discontinued? No more book? What happens next?:
          	1. Unfortunately, I really don’t want to promise something I can’t actually promise fully yet. For now, the status is discounted ://
          	2.  I hope soon I can find time and motivation to try and type more into the book. I wouldn’t want to write without quality though. So it takes time.
          	3. You guys can probably tell what is going to happen next. I already have the whole plot written down. Im not going to spoil it though. Right now, you can use your imagination to make it up! Plus I’d love to hear your ideas if you’d want to share !!
          	
          	Thank you guys SO SO SO much for all the support.  You have no idea how much it means to me! Happy early Halloween! <3333
          	

quxxrfxsh

I came back to re visit what I left off. No, I did not leave just because my ex girlfriend broke up with me. We’re friends at the moment and it’s all alright. I left for some mental issues too. I took a massive break from social media to discover new things as well as spending more time with relatives and friends! I’m so sorry I took a break and guaranteed something I didn’t promise. Especially leaving you guys on the cliffhanger. 
          
          Something I’d like to address: I understand it was my fault for not continuing the story and I understand you guys would love to see more (yay!), but sending demanding messages in my messages is a big no no. I didn’t expect myself having to block three people from doing this. Asking politely is one thing, but demanding to come back and finish for the viewers pleasure is just rude. It’s fine to go in my messages to ask genuine questions, but please don’t be harsh. Im trying my best after all. Finishing a romantic book about two teens is not something that should be a obligation right now. 
          
          Is the book discontinued? No more book? What happens next?:
          1. Unfortunately, I really don’t want to promise something I can’t actually promise fully yet. For now, the status is discounted ://
          2.  I hope soon I can find time and motivation to try and type more into the book. I wouldn’t want to write without quality though. So it takes time.
          3. You guys can probably tell what is going to happen next. I already have the whole plot written down. Im not going to spoil it though. Right now, you can use your imagination to make it up! Plus I’d love to hear your ideas if you’d want to share !!
          
          Thank you guys SO SO SO much for all the support.  You have no idea how much it means to me! Happy early Halloween! <3333
          

quxxrfxsh

Hello everyone :)! I’m sure that most of my readers might’ve got sick of the long wait, and trust me I have too, but I decided to get back online on social media, apps, and games after taking a massive break. I’m feeling a bit alright by taking time to myself, but doesn’t mean my problems are resolved,, l o l. 
          
          This book was something I was having fun with and I love seeing your responses and reactions to it. You guys are incredibly amazing to me and you’ve helped so much. In this state, I’m wondering what I should do. I barley have time or motivation to sit down and keep writing, but I really want to publish a new chapter for you guys.. and obviously it’s not easy. I already have my story plot all planned though and I haven’t left the Luca fandom. Since I moved from a different country with different cultures and languages just a year or two ago, I’m still learning and advancing my English literature/literacy. I’m insecure about my writing at the moment but I’m trying my best to improve!
          
          To close off, I want to say that I’m alive (thankfully) and all I needed was a break. I know you all want another chapter but I’m seriously wondering what I should do with this book. I have SO many more ideas to encourage and incorporate into this book. I’m not saying that I’m fully discontinuing it but… what I’m trying to say is there might not be frequent posting anymore. I love you all so much and please stay safe! :)
          
          - May <3
          
           

Grbb33

@quxxrfxsh, does that mean you’re quitting on the book and the story, I really want to see what happens in the next chapter but you can take your time, I understand.
Reply

quxxrfxsh

How do you get back to writing a gay romance after being broken up ‼️

quxxrfxsh

Thank you so so much <3! I’ve been trying to and I did for a while ,, but long story short I haven’t really forgotten but I still feel better than I did a month ago :8
Reply

Oria017

@quxxrfxsh I'm really sorry, I hope you're doing okay. Lmk if there's anything I can do to help, lend an ear or something. And no pressure to write, if you're not feeling well, you need to put yourself first. Take care <3
Reply

quxxrfxsh

Hey everyone. Obviously I haven’t updated the story in a while, and I’m gonna address something so please read.
          
          I’ve been going through some stuff as I said before but now it’s just repeating and it gets worse every time. I didn’t expect this to happen at all, but my girlfriend and I are taking a break from each other and I’m genuinely upset. She told me that she wanted a break from me and she doesn’t know what to do since we both aren’t in the best mental states. 
          
          I really want to continue to book as soon as possible, but I mentally cannot since I have so many burdens to face. I’m so sorry for leaving you guys on a cliffhanger and not continuing fast, 
          
          But I’m going to take a mini break. Thank you if you understand <3

RandomFanboy2024

@quxxrfxsh  (⊃•́‿•̀(.__ .) Hug!
Reply

quxxrfxsh

I was reading a book and then I got to this complex and long word, and since English is not my first language (Arabic is ) I literally just blanked out and had to sit down for two minutes trying to recap everything HAHA

quxxrfxsh

CHAPTER 12 IS POSTED!! I’m actually exhausted as hell right now and I had to jot down majority of the ending of chapter 12 so I bet it’s pretty sloppy and it really could have been so much better so I’ll edit it tomorrow. I haven’t proofread it because I REALLY need to sleep-. So tomorrow I will, but please go check out chapter 12! <3

quxxrfxsh

AWWW TYYSMMM AND AHAHA
Reply

RandomFanboy2024

@quxxrfxsh  IT'S A GREAT CHAPTER I LOVED IT IT WAS VERY GAY AND I HAD MANY HAPPY THOUGHTS BUT YOU SCARED ME IN THE END
Reply

quxxrfxsh

I literally love reading you guys start spamming my comments when a spicy scene happens HAHA - btw I haven’t updated IN A LONG TIME - so I promise that I will sit down for I don’t know how long and finish this goddamn chapter. I promise to post and perfect it today. I’m so sorry for leaving it unattended due to school, auditions, and friend issues.