qxuxii

Heyyyyyy I'm back. Only because I was looking for some fics for a rare pair but they're all from like 2015 sigh. Anyway update I went to an ateez concert!!! (On Jan 30) and I'm going to another one in a few months so that's fun

qxuxii

Heyyyyyy I'm back. Only because I was looking for some fics for a rare pair but they're all from like 2015 sigh. Anyway update I went to an ateez concert!!! (On Jan 30) and I'm going to another one in a few months so that's fun

qxuxii

2018-19 was the last time life felt real ngl 

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@qxuxii I swear, 2019 was *chef's kiss* I loved it so so so much. I hate how sad and boring life has gotten now, the same old routine of waking up just to be on a computer or laptop for half the day to "learn." ugh, I'm real lonely at home too cuz I don't have many people to talk to other than my family cuz no one rlly texts me anymore; and I don't even go out, as in out to stores or public places very often either. I'll just go for my ortho or stay in the car if we decide to 'eat out' and get some food at the drive thru, or maybe go to Sam's or Costco and places to run errands if I get lucky. sighhh, it's so tiring to be so isolated sometimes, like yeah, I love being alone, but I feel being lonely for too long can get exhausting and overwhelming :/ I hate how I'm used to not meeting the sun or the artificial lights of other buildings for days :((
            
            also, this whole new mandate of if you're fully vaccinated, you're not obligated to wear masks in public any longer? OH HELL NAH FAM, YOU ARE STILL WEARING ONE, I'M NOT GOING OUTSIDE THE FEW TIMES I DO IF YOU DON'T COVER YOUR FACE ಠಗಠ
            ugh, anyways, ik I shouldn't be so paranoid of that, but instead of being happy life is slowly twirling towards to being how it should be, I'm getting scared cuz I hate change and think it's twirling itself a little too fast of a speed; like sis, clam down, you can pick up your mileage later
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qxuxii

anyway since I'm back i think it's very a great time to say I'm failing school and might have to repeat the year BUT I did sign up for Spanish/piano next year so that's cool. 

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@qxuxii ikkk, and that's great! you have something to look forward to now :)
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qxuxii

@Heayyyyyyy Spanish is actually so cool, like the sentence structure, and the, this thing ¿? , Spanish accents be superior ;) and sure! if I get the hang of it :) I've been wanting to learn it for a while but none of the 4 schools I've been in have offered it till now D:
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@qxuxii awh, but you gave your best and have tried without giving up and that's all the matters to me :) 
            that IS cool; spanish is such a pretty language tbh, like, unlike many who call french to be the most beautiful and the one to have an exotic oo la la~ accent, I like Spanish accents sm better y'know? 
            allsoo you should teach me how to play the piano when you do learn, I've been wanting to but never took up any opportunities to do so :/
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qxuxii

I'm back after 6 months because I miss reading chogi's books

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@qxuxii AWWWW SOMEONE CARES ENOUGH TO REMEMBER ME AND THAT MAKES ME SOFT *pouty puppy eyed emoji cuz watt hates graphics* ilysm <3
            and YESS, I HAVE LIKE, 2 MORE FULL WEEKS OF SCHOOL? THEN THE WEEK JUNE STARTS WE HAVE OUR FINALS FOR 2 DAYS AND YAYYY MY ENTRANCE TO SUMMER BREAK LAND IS GRANTED WHOO HOO
             oops, I forgot to turn off all caps hehe
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qxuxii

@Heayyyyyyy omg when I first logged in I checked your profile first, also yes, only a few more weeks before freedom!!! 
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@qxuxii JDGSVCJSC I thought YOU left when I came back about a month or 2 ago and saw no updates or activity from you ahaha
            anywaysss I'm a bit tired and absolutely ready for school to end in a couple of weeks :)
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