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Hey babe! 
          Okay so before you sigh and roll your eyes thinking this a self promo, it ain't. 
          
          I hope you are doing well! Lemme know too and if you wanna talk about sth. I am here. Anyways, I am sending this to all the lovely babes who follow me so its a general message to all the readers, writers or anyone reading this. 
          
          My wattpad is: @_Anwrites19_ 
          Backup wp: _Anreads19_
          Insta: _anwrites19_ 
          
          Okay so lemme make this quick cause no one got time these days. 
          
          You can self promote and chat on the book named as 'Readers'. I love supporting my fellow writers, so if there's something I can do lemme know (in for v4v, f4f, making you book covers and connecting you with good babes who are the best) 
          
          Also, if you are a reader, would love to know your insights on my book(s) too!! 
          
          Don't spread hate and negativity cause we all got enough for that. My page is only for good babes who are good. But if there's something bothering you, I am here. I don't care about anything else, you can be fat ugly pretty dumb awkward short talk LITERALLY ANYTHING but if you are nice to me, I will be nice to you. 
          
          Check out my book for the upcoming unpublished books, maybe sth will hook you up. Got any scene or chap suggestions just drop them in babe!!! 
          
          Love you and cause I am a forgetful bitch and bother you again, don't mind me!! 
          
          Byeeee 
          ~An❤️❤️❤️❤️

so... im trying to write my book, then i get freaking writers block- that was like what... two weeks ago?
          
          so... last night, i found out one of my poems were picked for publication. i cried in front of my boyfriend. (over video call) 
          
          this morning, another poem of mine was picked for another publication by the same people
          
          I WAS PUBLISHED TWO OTHER TIMES...
          
          IVE BEEN PUBLISHED FOUR TIMES???? HUH?
          
          IM 17! AND WOW!
          
          So i cried again.
          
          now im back to writing a novel, and my friend said shes hooked. yay!
          
          writers block is a demon, omg- AND ITS HYBERNATING! YAY! but the winter season will pass by quickly, so... WRITE AS MUCH AS I CAN!

so I just released a new chapter of DFY and... ik, its short, look, ik its been a while... but... better than nothing right? Enjoy!

Check out my new story, In The Moment! A new soul crushing romance by moi!
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/372835718-in-the-moment
          
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          Ezra Sanders, a handsome biker and business student at NYU always tried to remain on top of everything, but he did at least know how to live a little. He didn't have time for anyone. Especially after losing his first love, Grace. But when a crying girl bumps into him on one rainy night, his life changed forever. 
          
          He tries to tell himself that Clarity isn't someone he wants, but his heart somehow felt drawn to her. Struggling to keep the promise he made to himself to never give up on Grace, he feels a strong desire to love and hold Clarity. 
          
          Will he be able to keep his promises, or will everything be rearranged in his life?
          
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          Clarity Keller (Claire), has always been the perfect one. She looks like a model, she's kind, and she has a perfect life with her amazing boyfriend Adam. She's a straight A+ passing student, with her love and devotion for her music. 
          
          Until it all came crumbling down.
          
          After finding out her boyfriend of two years has been cheating on her, she felt as if the world was ending. How could he? And with some bitch? He loved her... right? Upon the same rainy night of her downfall, she bumps into someone who could switch everything up tenfold. 
          
          Could he be her escape from the whole she dug herself so deep in, or is she digging a deeper hole, deep enough for multiple of her caskets.

four days later, and now i'm apparently... old

had the best day of my life. turned 17... finally! got to spend it with my amazing boyfriend, and some friends and family. 17 off to a great start yall. only 364 days and 29 minutes left till im 18! the countdown... starts.

ITS MY BIRTHDAY

Getting ready to work on another book....

the temptation to write another wattpad book...
          
          would u read this?
          
          
          Maxis, a heartfelt hopeless romantic, always stuck on writing songs about wishing she could be in love, never experienced love herself.  Behind the story of her music, she despised love. As a young daughter of her two successful parents, the one person she never expected to fall in love with was her bodyguard, Felix. When one night, an unexpected turn comes into her life, it makes her want to finally run away from it all. Forced to do things she despises, she has her help to get away with her only means of safety, not expecting to find herself desiring him day and night. Little did she know, he would kill to keep her out of harms way, as it hurt him to see her in danger.
          
          With denial for her feelings for him, and a job to protect her from the dangers of the world, they find themselves in a twisted romance where they can only depend and trust each other. Will their love help them survive, or will it be the death of them both, maybe even cause them to die with regrets?
          
          be honest...

Geez, u write one sad poem and ur depressed? 
          
          …I mean I am…. But that’s besides the fckin’ point-