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Meows MAKING AN INDIE PILOT!
          	
          	its called static line, its about four people! Two guys, two girls. They all work in a max security psych hospital! 
          	
          	My PFP is the MC, and the character meow is the VA for, emi violet! The lead psychiatrist/therapist!
          	
          	Lots of love, little angels!

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@r0tt1ng-4ng3l so pretty!
          	  ALSO I LOVE ROCKY IN THE BACKGROUND-
          	  HEHE IMMA BE RYLAND GRACE FOR HALLOWEEN
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Meows MAKING AN INDIE PILOT!
          
          its called static line, its about four people! Two guys, two girls. They all work in a max security psych hospital! 
          
          My PFP is the MC, and the character meow is the VA for, emi violet! The lead psychiatrist/therapist!
          
          Lots of love, little angels!

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@r0tt1ng-4ng3l so pretty!
            ALSO I LOVE ROCKY IN THE BACKGROUND-
            HEHE IMMA BE RYLAND GRACE FOR HALLOWEEN
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No pic for privacy, but meow got a haircut.
          
          Meow wanted a wolf cut.
          
          MEOW LOOKS LIKE A BROWN HAIRED DRACO MALFOYYYY 
          
          
          😭😭😭😭😭😭 🥲🥲🥲🥲
          
          HELP LMAOO IT LOOKS SO BAD MEOWS GONNA GET SO MUCH SHIT WHEN MEOW GETS HOME/TO SCHOOL

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@r0tt1ng-4ng3l girl so did i lol but my hair was a bit longer than yours lol
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@r0tt1ng-4ng3l Ok now that its fully dried 
            
            MEOW FUCKING LOVES ITTTT <33333
            
            GENDER EUPHORIA!
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Nvmm its not that bad now that its dry :3 still gonna get shit for it tho lol
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So meows mom ordered meow 10K+ PAPER STRIPS FOR PAPER STARS! (Lowk an addiction meow has already made 1k)
          
          and they're gonna be here on FUCKING 9/11 
          
          IDK IF MEOW SHOULD LAUGH THE TIMING IS JUST LOWKEY COMEDIC TO MEOW- 
          
          IT FEELS INSENSITIVE BUT MEOWS HUMOR IS BROKEN ASF!
          
          

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THIS IS A VENT!
          
          
          
          I genuinely miss my best friend so much sometimes, we used to have sleepovers so often and would see each other at school almost daily.
          
          But now she doesn't reach out if I don't initiate it.
          
          Her and I have these matching necklaces (demon slayer) and I haven't taken mine off since i moved. I mean NEVER because if I do, it feels like I'm accepting never seeing her again.
          
          We haven't texted in almost a week
          
          And I miss her so much it geniunely hurts me PHYSICALLY
          
          And im scared to reach out because I'm worried she doesn't see me as her best friend anymore when she's still my ride or die and has been since I left.
          
          I'm trying to make new friends but then i feel like I'm replacing HER and it makes me feel like a shitty best friend for doing that.
          
          She literally SAVED. MY. LIFE.
          
          I'm not even joking.
          
          Her and I were best friends for SIX YEARS
          
          Five out of those six years?
          I was pretty much entirely passively suicidal. Questioning whether I should do it. Thinking I was a horrible person and that nobody should care about me.
          
          Her? She was my light. She let me call her sobbing, she let me vent, she didnt judge when I told her I self-harmed and didnt treat me differently when I told her about my BPD and my abandonment issues. 
          
          She never ran off when I got clingy, when I got scared she would leave she would always reassure me. 
          
          When I pushed her away? She would push back to stay.
          
          We had our differences, but we never went too far. She didnt blame me for my SA trauma.
          
          She was just... there.
          
          And now that we can't see each other anymore every time I think about her I get a PHYSICAL pain.
          
          It was never actually romantic, and it never will be. She was just that amazing of a best friend to me.
          
          I dont know if this is my BPD being triggered.
          
          But I miss her like i'm longing for my lover whos at war in the 1800's, except its platonic.
          
          Sorry for the vent, guys. Just needed to talk about it to SOMEONE!
          
          
          Lots of love, little angels!

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I LOVE THE NEW PFP!!!

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@r0tt1ng-4ng3l  I just saw this btw, thank you.
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@Wolf-delete oh meows sorry for your loss </3
            
            Infodumping is welcome on meows message board as much as any of meows little angels want! Don't be scared to talk!
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@r0tt1ng-4ng3l  ur welcome!  I might just stick with the pfp i have as it’s one of the few images i have of my dog named sister as she had to be put down due to being in heart failure (sorry for the info dump)
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It's officially suicide prevention month.
          
          As someone who has struggled for years with suicidal thoughts as well as self harm, I know how it makes a person feel alone and helpless.
          
          Just know that if you need someone to talk too, i'm almost always available here on wattpad. 
          
          As well as sites like 988lifeline.org or the Trevor project if you need immediate help or are in severe crisis.
          
          People do care, even if it doesn't seem like it.
          
          What personally helped me was reading and writing stuff related to my fandoms, as well as creative things such as art.
          
          But its different for everyone.
          
          One thing that I think about whenever i'm feeling depressed or hopeless is
          
          "If you have letters to write, you have reasons to stay."
          
          And that really is powerful, because writing a letter before taking ones own life means that they care about the person, and the person more than likely cares as well.
          
          Remember, little angels. That someone, somewhere, will care about you and miss you if you're gone. I know I do and i would. All of you deserve so much sunshine and love.
          
          Lots of love, little angels! 

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Ok, so, kind of a hyperfixation rant.
          
          Ryland Grace at least showing some yandere-ish traits towards Simon in the BloodyMary ship (WHICH IS A SHIP MEOW IS WILLING TO DIE FOR >:3c) MAKES SENSE TO MEOW!
          
          
          because get this.
          
          He has been:
          
          1. Starved of human contact for around 13 or 14 years (according to the book + hinted at in the movie)
          
          2. Betrayed by his closest ally (Stratt)
          
          3. Lost his friends and didnt get to say goodbye
          
          4. Abandoned
          
          5. left for dead by the people he trusted.
          
          
          All of those would probably cause SOME KIND of toxic or codependent mindset! 
          
          Of course, Grace would never go as far as to hurt someone. He's too kindhearted for that.
          
          He would just be very needy and obsessive/possessive towards Simon. As well as prone to fear/panic if he thinks Simon might leave/is pulling away.
          
          And Simon, not understanding that, would probably be uncomfortable at first! Which would make Grace cling on HARDER to him out of desperation for some kind of human to talk to!
          
          The angst turned fluff potential is IMMACULATE HERE PEOPLE!
          
          CHOP CHOP, WRITE A FANFIC OR ONESHOT! *holds y'all at gunpoint* /J /NF
          
          lots of love, little angels!

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WAIIITT
            
            
            MEOW IS A WRITER!
            
            MEOW CAN DO IT MEOWSELF!
            
            >:3 
            
            New fanfic in the works now. Prepare for ANGST BLOODYMARY STUFFS!
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