this message may be offensive
trigger warning: strong cursing, bullying, and mentions of mental illnesses such as depression, adhd, anxiety and bulimia. uses of slurs against the lgbtq+ community and caps.
this is NOT addressed to anyone online. this is me venting about being bullied in real life.
please ignore this post if you know you'll get triggered. remember to drink water <333
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continue reading at your own risk
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fuck people.
i am sick and tired of assholes making fun of my mental illnesses and my trauma. my depression is real. my anxiety isn't a fucking joke. my adhd is not me being "quirky". and my bulimia isn't fucking funny.
honestly, [insert names of my bullies], fuck you guys. i wish i had the guts to tell you to stfu. i wish i had the guts to tell you guys to leave me alone.
but i don't.
i'm just poor reese, the tranny faggot of the grade. a loser, who'll never amount to anything. (note: i can say these slurs because i am trans and pansexual, and 'tranny' is a slur used against trans people. 'faggot' is a term used against the WHOLE lgbtq+ community. i have reclaimed these slurs.)
you're racist jokes towards me aren't funny. you're jokes about me being emo aren't funny. you're jokes telling me to kill myself aren't funny.
believe me, im easy to get a laugh out of. but you guys are NOT my friends and have NO FUCKING RIGHT to make those jokes. YOU GUYS DONT HAVE THE FUCKING RIGHT TO SAY SHITTY THINGS ABOUT ME, BECAUSE YOURE NOT MY FRIENDS AND DONT MEAN WELL.
i know that you guys will never read this, but a big part of me hopes you do. and if you are, i'd like to say yet again, fuck you. fuck you for making me feel this way. fuck you for laughing at my pain.
oh, and one last thing: me having lots of negative emotions, and being open about my mental illnesses does not make me an "edgelord". i'm truly sorry that i'm not ignorant like the rest of you fools.
good fucking bye.
