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im abt 2 kms rn i cant do this shit anymore. i hate my father and i feel like none of my friends care abt me. no matter how hard they try 2 convince me that they do theres always that voice in the back of my head thats saying that they dont. i dont want anybody feeling petty 4 me or whateva bc its my fault im like this. everythings my fault. my dad doesnt like me bc of me. i should of kms a long time ago but everytime i get convinced not 2 by myself of my friends but this time nobodys not gonna convince me not 2 do it.
goodybye, i love u all<33