Chat i literally got so lazy and couldn't write at all, i couldn't even post on tik tok, i had a summer job and it took up all my time and i didn't really have any motivation to write but i finally wrote chapter 20, tbh it's lowkey one of the hardest chapters i wrote, probably because i wanted it to be really good but i don't know if i like it, it doesn't matter ima post it anyways so ignore how bad it is