I will say this:
The pain of being called a "traitor to the fandom" by toxics (I aint even gonna call them "fans" cuz they dont deserve that title) hits hardest when you are a multistan, you support both of the groups who got nominated, and the toxics from one fandom just start treating you like sh!t.
And let me clarify to those of you out there who get treated like this for being a multistan:
Support the artists whom you love, no matter what others say, mkay? The toxic kiddos are just people who wanna start drama cuz they dont have nothing else to do.