when i came home from after school i immediately wanted to break down after processing the news of jonghyuns death. i wanted to grieve, sob, cry my eyes out, and to just feel as if he was still here. i couldn’t cry in front of my parents of course or else they’d ask what’s wrong and i honestly didn’t want to upset them so the best place i chose to breakdown was in my room. jonghyuns death hurt me deeply knowing that he was apart of a group i cherished and looked up to. i know i wasn’t really deep into the fandom but i knew who he was and what a great person he was and that’s what mattered. if anyone has any problems that they are dealing with and are thinking of a bad thing to do. i’m here. i’m always here to listen to your problems and to help you in a way to overcome them. please seek help when dealing with something that you can’t overcome. i hope you rest well my sweet angel. i miss you very much and i always will. ♡
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