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I don't really like reading a ship/gay story cause I am getting weird feelings, so I was just wandering on tiktok and I saw a link in the comment section about yeonbin (yeonjun and soobin) it's a thread on Twitter, so I read it and fuck dude, I thought I was gonna get cringe or something because it's so awkward to imagine them like kissing, but fuck the thread it fuckin made me cry, til now I am writing this I am still crying the shit out of me. 

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Just to clear misunderstandings
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@rEfEaT_AfT3r_mE I only read ship which is the characters are boy and girl, but boy to boy is no for me. The idols story ship I am reading is, I just read it because of the story plot. I don't really ship idols irl. 
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DUDE!!! So I was alone on the living room laying on the couch when my mom suddenly get out of her room. She saw me laying and said "what are you doing in there" I was like "nothing." Then she said " Ur watching something inappropriate, right?" I was like "me! Watching porn? Wth? I don't even know any videos or any sites to watch that." Like bitch if I am being honest I really don't know any links or shit about porns. 
          
          Again I was like "I rather read something like that than watch it. Actually I haven't read something like that for about 4 months now, 'cause it's so disgusting" What she did not know is by the time I said that, I am already half way done on the smut part I am currently reading. 

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@rEfEaT_AfT3r_mE my family actually see me as innocent lil' baby, but the thing they did not know is I am not as innocent as they think HAHAHA!!! I know lot of things that they don't know I know. HAHAHAHA
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i tend to be foolish, so they can notice my existence. Now that i am getting matured, i understand that i shouldn't push myself just for someone to notice me. like if they wanted to acknowledge my presence they will be the one to notice and approach me first not me.