rabidr04d

Yall are about to see that I'm a real one who can make anything happen at any given moment. 
          	
          	Crown of Fire: In Blood will be open to the public!!!!....eventually. I'm almost done with revisions. 
          	
          	And only about half has been written. Get ready for not-so-regular chapter updates!!

rabidr04d

Yall are about to see that I'm a real one who can make anything happen at any given moment. 
          
          Crown of Fire: In Blood will be open to the public!!!!....eventually. I'm almost done with revisions. 
          
          And only about half has been written. Get ready for not-so-regular chapter updates!!

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https://archiveofourown.org/works/47726431
          
          The Whispers in the Wind
          
          Okay yall heres the book that someone I know has been working on for a while!!! This is a really good one. I had access to the unedited drafts and holy shit. This is some real gourmet writing right here. Real shit. If you like medieval dramas and gore, this one is for you ;)
          
          Yeah. Its pretty dark, but thats just the fun of it !!! It seems historically accurate, but with a really nice taste of fantasy elements like magic and different species of people, as well as racial diversity, great representation of neurodivergence like PTSD, dyslexia, and autism, and even a great amount of LGBT characters!! Gays? Got them. Transformers? Hell yeah. Non binaries? Fuck yeah. Banger of a book. Deep themes like death and self-loathing are explored very deeply in a way that is respectful. Honestly I could make a VERY long video analysis just making an introspective of this book as a whole. 
          
          So...please check it out. It would mean a lot to @hhhemberhhh and it will mean a lot to you as well as you become invested in these characters and their tumultuous relationships with each other. 
          
          Tags and better descriptions are on the ao3 site. hhhemberhhh is also posting the chapters on their tumblr. 

rabidr04d

I'm sorry, I don't think i can continue doing this. My mental health has reached the absolute lowest point its ever been at. I've been thinking about ending it. I don't think ill attempt, but the thoughts are overwhelming to the point where it's hard to continue writing and its honestly extremely difficult for me to continue with school (I mean there's only like 3 days left so that doesn't matter much anyways). And most of the time, on days without school, i can barely find a reason to get out of bed. I still do because I know my mom would hate me even more if I didn't, but it feels like I have no energy left to talk to anyone. It's getting harder to talk to the friends that I do still have. 
          
          I've made some dumb decisions over the past few weeks and my closest friends have not only cut me off, but also proceeded to get someone else to spread false rumors about me. They don't understand that I thought I was making the right decision for a certain person when I did that. I wasn't doing it for myself. I mean I shouldn't have done it, don't get me wrong, but I'm tired of all the dishonesty with the situation. 
          
          To sum it up, my depression is keeping me from writing and I'm going to be taking a break from this, Tumblr, and maybe my reddit until things hopefully start to look up. 
          
          Goodbye, and if you've read NYG before I took it down, thank you. It means the world to me.

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I forgot to post this yesterday but I'm on another short hiatus. Finals are coming up in school and I'm dealing with some other stuff that's making it harder to write. I'm hoping this will be a short hiatus. Thank you. 
          
          - Ro

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Hiya! It will be some more time than usual until my next chapter is released. Until then, 23 chapters have already been released! Thank yall so much for over 100 reads. It means a lot :)

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By the way I can't tag people in books descs. The fellow author im talking about is @hhhemberhhh