raccoon_lady77

I don't always write stories, but when I do, I go "south of the border"(^_<)

She swept my heart in a flurry,
          Drunk for her affection, however little there is.........
          
          I resisted, I rejected, I desisted
          That burning, encroaching desire for her angelic gaze upon me.........
          
          I endured, I withstood, I suffered
          That dark, scorching blaze, tempting my pure love into savage lust......
          
          I peered from afar, her pristine likeness
          Feeling endless joy, and ever-lasting agony, as I could only watch, but never join her...........
          
          Just like so,
          I endured, I withstood, I suffered, my sinful, bitter envy with my sweet nectar of happiness..............
          
          Then came the long, cold winter
          My now brittle soul, worn and ragged beyond mortal comprehension, could only ached longer....and harder....for her presence.........
          
          Then came my confession,
          As I spoke, I could feel torrents of unhindered love flowing throughout my bosom, those raw emotions washing over my sanity, for they have been shackled for too long, filling me with giddiness and all encompassing warmth..............
          
          But alas, all good things must come to an end,
          Her cold and clear words still resonating within me to this day, as my young, rash, and impulsive self realized, that my love may forever be unrequited............
          
          My fragile heart, now emptied of all emotions, fragmented into mere dust, and trailed into the clouds, swirling almost ironically in a heart shape, soaring high above the evening sky, as I lost my first love....in a heartbeat..............
          
          

          
          
          I thought love was only true in fairy tales
          Meant for someone else but not for me
          Love was out to get me
          That's the way it seemed
          Disappointment haunted all of my dreams
          
          Then I saw her face, now I'm a believer
          Not a trace, of doubt in my mind
          I'm in love, and I'm a believer
          I couldn't leave her if I tried
          
          I thought love was more or less a giving thing
          The more I gave the less I got oh yeah
          What's the use in tryin'
          All you get is pain
          When I wanted sunshine I got rain
          
          Then I saw her face, now I'm a believer
          Not a trace, of doubt in my mind
          I'm in love, I'm a believer
          I couldn't leave her if I tried
          
          What's the use of trying
          All you get is pain
          When I wanted sunshine I got rain
          
          Then I saw her face, now I'm a believer
          Not a trace, of doubt in my mind
          I'm in love, I'm a believer
          I couldn't leave her if I tried
          
          Then I saw her face, now I'm a believer
          Not a trace, of doubt in my mind
          Now I'm a believer, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
          Now I'm a believer
          Then I saw her face
          Now I'm a believer
          Not a trace, of doubt in my mind