meeksmybeloved

update to my last post, 1 of my 2 friends is now gone, and i don't really like the other one, she just has some personal space problems i can't deal with. life's just plummeted at this point, so that's fun

besties, life sucks butt rn
          
          my sister had to go to a mental hospital bc she tried to knock herself out a couple weeks ago, and i can't talk about anything with her, which isn't much different than before, but it feels worse somehow. and school isn't going well at all, and biology is absolutely awful, cause our teacher isn't even qualified to teach biology, and so 75% of my class (which isn't very big, but still) failed our first test. i got a 30 on it, which got bumped up to a 50 because i helped clean out a closet. and now my mom and my brother have covid, and my mom is vaccinated. so now i'm quarantined, bc i might have it and i'll probably have to miss my vball game tomorrow, which doesn't seem like that big of a deal, but a lot of people have been gone for games, and teammates get mad when that happens, and i don't want them to be mad at me. and i have to do asynchronous learning, which i don't think i'll be able to handle, bc when my school first shut down whenever covid hit, my grades and my health plummeted, and i'm not gonna be able to handle it again. and i can't make myself go do actual human things, so i'm just stuck in my room, and idk what to do. i can't make myself shower, change, or do anything really. and i've had to keep so many secrets about my sister and its tearing me up bc i can't talk about it with anybody, and i feel like ever since school started, my whole life just plummeted, and i can't do anything about it. basically the only thing i have going for me rn is that i was able to spell asynchronous without grammarly attacking me for it.
          
          but i have two friends, so that's nice.
          
          sorry about the rant, i'm just a 2 liter soda bottle on the verge of explosion

proud to say that me and @racehiggins04 are happily married!! /lh /hj

hiiii how are youuu
          
          just wanted to check in on you :)

BROSKISSSSSS I GO TO SEE WICKED TOMORROWWWWW
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          i'm so freakin psyched

broooo why does barry allen literally own my heart?? I'm literally not even through the first season and I'm in love

BROSKIS GUESS WHO GETS TO SEE WICKED IN DALLAS AND MIGHT GET TO SEE ANDY RICHARDSON AND NICK BURRAGE????????
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          ITS MEE

just updated my profile, check it out!

Sorry i haven't been super active lately, wattpad is kinda overwhelming if you aren't consistently active, so this is the first time I've checked my notifications in quite a while. i went on a 9 day backpacking trip in june, i went to Galveston a week or two ago, and i helped out at a day camp this week, so I've been kinda swamped. I'm leaving tomorrow for summer camp, so I'll be gone for a bit longer. just wanted to let y'all know I'm not dead.
          
          
          
          
          so how have y'all been???

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH Y'ALL!!!! LOVE Y'ALL!!
          
          
          sorry this is late, I wasn't feelin 100% yesterday