rach_01

The promise of forever happiness turns out to be a sad story full of fights and hatred

People change like seasons.
          The one you thought is different turns out to be the same as others.
          Sometimes they pretend.
          Sometimes you are blind.
          You never saw what's coming in your life.
          Now, it's too late to turn back.
          You are filled with hatred and your love lacks.
          Once, you thought it as a fairytale.
          Falling in love and a sight of forever happiness.
          Which is now filled with a sad life and empty promises.
          You thought the bond is strong, Your love will defeat everything.
          Now, love is replaced by hate and bond is about to break.

Losing myself a bit by bit.
          Cuting my soul piece by piece.
          Sadness overcoming happiness.
          Darkness inside me growling every second.
          Losing my way out of everything.
          Thinking of a rewind through something.
          No enthusiasm in anything.
          Leading a troubled life.
          Waiting for an awakening.
          Wishing this is unreal, just a nightmare.
          One day, I will find peace that I wanted for all these years.
          

I feel lost.
          Trapped in a web.
          Nowhere to escape.
          Endless pain.
          A desire of death.
          Shouting broken soul.
          Wanting to let everything go.
          Meaningless existence.
          Searching a way out.
          Starting from scratch.
          A second chance of all.

Sometimes a decision can set you on the right path or can destroy your future. 
          Sometimes one person can give you happiness or can shred your peace in pieces..
          Sometimes you think you have grown up or its the situation that forced you to grow..
          Sometimes you think about your past shelf or its the memories that reminds you of yourself..
          
          It's not easy to move on, to be a person everyone wants  you to be..
          But sometimes it's better to forget everything and just run away far to your past shelf..
          The past you, The happy you and the real you........

Kuch yun mili nazarein usse,
          K baaki sab nazarandaaz ho gaye...
          
          Kuch milawat h tere ishq m itra or sharaab ki,
          Kabhi paas aakar mehkaate ho,
          Kabhi dur jaakr behkaate ho...
          
          Na haasil karna hai, na tumhe khona hai,,
          Bas tumse beinteha mohbaat krni hai...
          
          
          
          

I imagined you in a way,
          That when waves touched my feet,
          It felt like that..
          You are the droplets of water,
          Sliding down my skin,
          And with every new wave,
          I felt you a little more than the last time.....
          
          I imagined you in a way,
          That when sun kissed me on my cheeks,
          And I turned my face over to the end,
          It felt like..
          You are the warmth rising from within,
          Slowly fading with cool breeze,
          But I felt you a little more than the last time.....

Whether it is love or life, It's always about the journey..
          Beginning was my choice , now ending is yours to decide..
          
          I am flawed , absolutely not perfect..
          I say stupid things sometimes..
          I laugh when I am not supposed to..
          I have scars left by people who did me wrong..
          I am a little crazy and probably won't change..
          But I make one promise that I love you and keep loving you with all my heart...

One day when you wake up and you are in this place where everything seems right,
          where your heart is calm and your soul is lit, 
          your thoughts are positive and vision is clear, 
          your faith is stronger than ever. 
          You're at peace, at peace with where you've been, 
          at peace with what you've been through,
          at peace with where you are heading..
          
          
          

इस शोर मचाती दुनिया में
          तुम एक सुकुन सा लम्हा हो ।
          मैं अदरक वाली चाय 
          और तुम बारिश की शाम हो  ।