Dear Rachel,
Im sorry to say this but, I don't. Ever since our first fight, I knew it was over for us things weren't going to be the same. I don't have feelings for u anymore to be honest, I only had feelings for the Rachel Styles or the 2011- summer 2012 Rachel... I'm sick of everyone lying to me and leaving me over something stupid. I wish you'd got to know me better than you did. I can't believe I convinced myself you'd be my first lover, someone who would give me a chance. But like everyone says I'm stupid. The thing that hurt me the most is that I knew you longer before Gabby and you sided with her. But now I'm siding with my heart, and I'm putting my foot down and not allowing your friendship back into my life. Hurts right? Well that's how I've felt for the past year. But no one except Amanda knows how I feel. I thought you would help me through middle and high school. But hey, you can't have everything you want right? I'm done playing with everyone's little games, I'm done with people saying that their my friends and when I pull a stupid stunt they drop me like I'm a bomb... I want a real, true, DEDICATED friend. I thought that was you, but it wasn't. You were just another friend. If your crying while reading this, oh well. I hate to be the bad guy. But its what everyone has formed me into.
GoodBye,
~Melissa xx
