rachelcooksley1

Right... so I know I know... before all of you come at me with pitchforks demanding me to answer as to why I've disappeared for over a year and a half (right?), I just want to say I'm so sorry. Life gets in the way of somethings and slowly been piecing it all back together..
          	
          	But to tell you guys what some things have happened (not like you care right?), here we go:
          	so just before Christmas I started having panic attacks to the point I couldn't breathe even with the assistance of ventolin and couldn't move until I calmed down. Pretty suck am I right XD... anyways. I've also had to deal with a close family member getting cancer for a second time (found out on Christmas Day actually) after they've already been through a heart attack and the first lot of cancer staying around for a year or two... he overcame it last year and had it gone for a good 8-10 months before finding out they have it again... and that was pretty sucky news for all of us..
          	
          	Sorry guys, you probably don't want to hear me ramble, but those are two of the many things keeping me from doing what I love.... But I did get a job so thats also taking a massive chunk out of my life XD... but yeah.
          	
          	I love you all so very much and thank you all for the support. Hopefully I come back and finish Summer and or Allys stories soon. 
          	See you guys later... 
          	~Rach

rachelcooksley1

Right... so I know I know... before all of you come at me with pitchforks demanding me to answer as to why I've disappeared for over a year and a half (right?), I just want to say I'm so sorry. Life gets in the way of somethings and slowly been piecing it all back together..
          
          But to tell you guys what some things have happened (not like you care right?), here we go:
          so just before Christmas I started having panic attacks to the point I couldn't breathe even with the assistance of ventolin and couldn't move until I calmed down. Pretty suck am I right XD... anyways. I've also had to deal with a close family member getting cancer for a second time (found out on Christmas Day actually) after they've already been through a heart attack and the first lot of cancer staying around for a year or two... he overcame it last year and had it gone for a good 8-10 months before finding out they have it again... and that was pretty sucky news for all of us..
          
          Sorry guys, you probably don't want to hear me ramble, but those are two of the many things keeping me from doing what I love.... But I did get a job so thats also taking a massive chunk out of my life XD... but yeah.
          
          I love you all so very much and thank you all for the support. Hopefully I come back and finish Summer and or Allys stories soon. 
          See you guys later... 
          ~Rach

rachelcooksley1

Hey guys,
          
          So down under we don't celebrate Thanksgiving so I have no idea about the whole concept of the day. All I know is the whole family gets together and eats turkey and says what they're thankful for.... Right? I don't know.
          
          But I just want to say Happy Thanksgiving to all those that celebrate <3 
          
          Have a great day everyone

rachelcooksley1

Hey guys,
          (Plan on updating soon so don't worry okay. Don't kill me)
          But I just want to say- thank you all for your support. I'm serious. I don't know what I'd being doing if I wasn't able to get as much support as I have. I honestly appreciate all the positive feedback and the votes and not to mention the reads. 
          
          Thank you guys once again <3
          
          ~Rach

rachelcooksley1

Yes guys. I know I suck poop. I have honestly no excuse to why I haven't been uploading chapters... Most likely a lack of motivation....
          
          Yeah. Sorry about that >.< Ungh. I plan to get back into the wattpad life soon and get both books off cliffhangers. So yeah, love you guys.
          
          PEACE :3 

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rachelcooksley1

Hey guys. 
          
          I'm really sorry I haven't been updating. Life is a buttttt. :/ who else agrees. But I plan to get back into writing soonish. I have had 0 inspiration and 100% writers block. So yeah :/ ungh
          Hope to give you guys an update soon...
          
          ~Rach

rachelcooksley1

Hey guys. 
          
          So, I'm starting to slowly go through my books and edit them a chapter at a time. So I'm starting with Bullied By YouTube Stars and then I'll do the unusual friendship. Just to let you guys know :D
          
          Anyway. I'll see you guys soon for an update :)
          
          ~Rach

rachelcooksley1

Ugh, guys. It's the day I have been dreading for the past two weeks... ;-; Back to school. *crys* 
          I hope I have you plenty of updates over the holidays. Don't worry. I will still update. I'll put reminders in my phone XD. I just might not update every second day or whenever I was updating XD. 
          Anyways, for my followers still on holidays....... *sticks tongue out* I don't care. I. Uh. Don't even know XD
          Anyway. Peace, I'm out.
          ~Rach

rachelcooksley1

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All you guys support is just overwhelming. I just started it for fun and posted for no reason, just because I wanted to I guess. And now it's amazing all the support I receive from you guys and I have some of you messaging me telling me random things and asking how I am, or how my days been. I feel like Wattpad is a second life for me, and I don't know what I would do without being able to update in Allys shit life, or Summers struggles with Andy. Or even better, reading here on Wattpad. I think Wattpad is the best thing that has possibly happened to me, because this way, I feel important in some way. 
          I'm just so thankful for your support and I don't know how I could ever repay you guys. Thank you.
          
          -Rach :3