rachelolivelove

The cursed of tahun genap still haunted me...
          	
          	In 2020 I should meet my late grandfather on my cousin wedding day but he end up passed away a few day before the wedding.I have not meet him in several years and when the time comes I didn't get the chance.That day I was crying out loud.
          	
          	In 2022,I had an ectopic pregnancy.My baby have been in my stomach for almost 7 week and I only realise that a few day before I went into operation room for terminate of the fetus because its located at the wrong place. The baby is not in my womb it's get stucked in my fallopian tube. I was in shocked.If I late going to the hospital I might die cause if the fallopian tube ruptured then it's will cause me my life. I cry again this time.I lost my first baby.
          	
          	In 2024, I thought the cursed didn't happen this year because we already in October and 2024 almost come to an end but I was wrong. I had chemical pregnancy this time. The test come out positive and I with my husband we were so happy cause we have wait for this to happen but just in few day we get back to the down when my period arrived and the pregnancy test become faint and gone.We both were devastated with the situation and feel heartbreak. I lost again.

rachelolivelove

The cursed of tahun genap still haunted me...
          
          In 2020 I should meet my late grandfather on my cousin wedding day but he end up passed away a few day before the wedding.I have not meet him in several years and when the time comes I didn't get the chance.That day I was crying out loud.
          
          In 2022,I had an ectopic pregnancy.My baby have been in my stomach for almost 7 week and I only realise that a few day before I went into operation room for terminate of the fetus because its located at the wrong place. The baby is not in my womb it's get stucked in my fallopian tube. I was in shocked.If I late going to the hospital I might die cause if the fallopian tube ruptured then it's will cause me my life. I cry again this time.I lost my first baby.
          
          In 2024, I thought the cursed didn't happen this year because we already in October and 2024 almost come to an end but I was wrong. I had chemical pregnancy this time. The test come out positive and I with my husband we were so happy cause we have wait for this to happen but just in few day we get back to the down when my period arrived and the pregnancy test become faint and gone.We both were devastated with the situation and feel heartbreak. I lost again.

rachelolivelove

I'm getting married and in my country the procedure were very challenge to do. There are many form I need to complete,there are many signature I need to get and of course all the other preparations for the wedding. And I'm tired of this. I'm excited for my own wedding but I hate the procedure.