rachelxoxoweb

Oh and btw, I often read comments like "he/she/they would not act like that!", "that's out of character!" or "he/she/they would never say/do that!" and it makes me a bit angry idk  like i write the character how !!! I !!! (please underline this in your mind) would perceive them and how !!! I !!! want them to come across in the story. If you do not like that / don't identify with it, you're more than welcome to not read the book and search for something else instead. It isn't called fanfiction for no reason and I think ooc behavior isn't something uncommon to happen in specific romantic scenarios that you'd like to read.
          
          I know I might sound extremely picky and like a bitch with this, but these comments really upset me sometimes. Like what do you expect from a "fanfiction"? It's not supposed to be an exact copy of something (unless that's what you're looking for or trying to achieve), at least in my case, and I like for the characters to drift off into a bit of a different direction. Don't get me wrong, I absolutely love and try to accept feedback as best as I can, but I would like to say that probably most of the characters I use, from fandoms for fanfictions, drift off of their main behavior and traits so they fit better to the stories/scenarios. 
          
          Please always keep that in mind 

P.S.: As for the COF book I put out: I decided to take it down, but am nonetheless proud of it and also the amount of positivity and feedback it has received. I decided to take it down due to the controversy around the creator of the game and I myself felt not comfortable with still having the book up. I was still a bit young when I put the book out there and I still cringe when I read some stuff on this account, lol. But I always try to change and be better. 
          
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On top of that, have I been using and writing on Wattpad since like 6th grade. Back then, writing used to be my favorite hobby along drawing and it was pretty much an escape from reality and the all day at school. But like starting from 8th/9th grade I was all up in studying and pursuing a good graduation and I would spend hours on studying and trying to at least get a B or an A in every subject. So I abandoned all of my hobbies and what made my day fun. Up until 12th grade I did this and that left me in a burnout and the dedication to drop out of "highschool" ("gymnasium" for german school system, lol. i've had a graduation after 10th grade). And about that time, my parents decided to split after 33 years of being together and that was pretty rough. I still try to process it all together and I've been trying to enjoy my hobbies more recently again, but I can't promise to be back or update regularly. I don't even know if I would go on with some books here or if I should straight up just discontinue them and put a "finished" mark on them. I hope my message can give you all an insight on how i am as a person and what i've been up to approximately. I haven't forgotten about the app or my work, just the account sometimes, lol. But I still want to give you an update on what I've been doing. You're all still in my heart and I love to read the positive comments from time to time. It's awesome to know that my books are still being read and that they give some of you a certain comfort or fun to read.
          
          I hope you're all safe and healthy out there. 
          
          XOXO, "Rachel" ❤️
          
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Hello! Once again, I make a small entrance on this account, lol. I know I have promised a lot in the past years and I've basically been dead silent, despite having another account where I wanted to write. I always really really try to get my ass up to write again, but it's so hard. I always use "excuses" like my mental health and stuff, which is not even a lie but I feel terrible to always read comments that state "miss you" or "continue" because I feel like I am letting you all down. And that is not my intention. So sorry, seriously  But I have actually endured some shit that I wouldn't ever wish upon anybody and that has left some serious mental scars that I am still trying to process. 
          
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helloooo! i know we haven't heard from each other in a while :(
          
          but i decided to get back into writing and stuff BUT on another account! don't get me wrong, i still love this acc as if it's my firstborn lol but do you know the feeling of when a new account feels like a new start? yeah that's exactly what i am trying out rn and i will have a lot more structure and layout there, and every book will have the same aesthetic (kind of) and said structure :))
          
          some books will have same fandoms like here (e.g. south park, life is strange) and i will add new ones!
          
          and that's exactly why i am here! 
          
          i wanted to ask some of you, if you maybe have some small request ideas? 
          
          i have many books already in concept, but i'd like to specifically ask for game of thrones / house of the dragon maybe? if some of you are watching that, then you are more than welcome to go to the new account and message me! (@sometargaryengirl) 
          specific request rules i can tell you via message then :) (but they will also appear in the book's description as soon as it's published)
          
          other than that; if i can interest you in anything else on my new account, i am planing to upload books on south park (as usual), life is strange, awkward (the series), maybe euphoria(?), also american horror story perhaps and so much more! 
          
          as for the books on this account, they will stay as usual, they won't go anywhere and perhaps i will upload here and there if i feel like it or if i get any ideas for it. but otherwise i'll be pretty much inactive here.
          
          alrighty, that's it then. i hope you are all well and i thank you for taking the time to read this and possibly for all the support and understanding <33
          
          much love!

i just want to write a quick apology to everyone who is following me or my work; lately i haven't been feeling well because of problems at home and just in general. i feel super uncomfortable but don't want to go into detail, because i don't want to brag and show my problems off lol. i am under a lot of distress and i am thinking about going to a therapist. i am so so so sorry for saying this bullshit over and over again, but i really am sorry ❤️ and i am sorry about people that have requested or are continuously following my work and wait for updates, know that i appreciate you a lot and that i love you guys so much, wattpad is really a nice place to run away to sometimes! but rn i really need a break and space ... and i am probably just on wattpad for short amount of times ... i really love it and this won't be a goodbye ❤️ i am still on my work, still enjoying the feeling of writing, but right now i can't ... i am sorry i swear, but i love you guys so much ❤️ see you sometime ❤️

Hey there!!!  I hope you are doing amazing and please take care. This is a really difficult time but please take good care of your family and yourself. I am sorry for disturbing you but I really love writing and want to be a good writer. It will be of great help if you read my work on Wattpad and comment down where you think need to improve. Please give your honest reviews about it. Thank you so much. Remember that I really love you. Please take care and please read my BTS fanfiction
          
          https://my.w.tt/vprCtTqyT5
          
          https://my.w.tt/2b7uDdHsT5
          
          Thank you so much 
          Love you

if ur army;
          
          hey, i just uploaded my first bts oneshot, it took a lot of time and i wrote over 4 weeks on this fanfiction ❤️ maybe check out??? would really appreciate it ❤️

do i have any army following me? i would love to publish my bts oneshot book, and i have a really cool daechwita (aka king yoongi) au oneshot which i would like to share (it's also kind of game of thrones inspired) ❤️ let me know if you're army and if you're interested ❤️

guyyyss ... i have a bigger project in planning currently, for my hu oneshots book ❤️ it will be kind of horror, gore and until dawn inspired, and i will work on this the next few days whenever i have time ❤️ i will write out an ending for every member and even the girls, so i can give you everything at once ❤️ i hope you'll be tuned for it ❤️