racoonbutters

I don’t want people to have sympathy for me. That’s not at all what I’m saying by these posts.

Dose anyone else ever do so much for everyone else at the price of yourself.
          I have done for a while, “be normal “ they say, but when you be yourself it’s not what they want. So dose anyone else have to be so different to please everyone that you forget who you really are.
          I don’t know why I post or even life at this point. No followers, no one to read these post. Nobody really cares, aside from my gf, but even then it doesn’t matter. 
          God I sound like a whinny bitch talking about my problems on here.
          I’m sorry if the two post I have made(if anyone cared to read them) felt like I was just whining, it’s just another problem I have caused.

Has anyone else every been so in love that they don’t realize it’s a joke till later?
          I have a fix because its happened to me so much, isolate yourself, don’t get close. Fuck everyone else, or if you’re a lucky one, keep who you have and don’t leave them or hurt them.