It’s been years since I’ve last been active on here … but following the recent heartbreaking loss I just have a few words that have been in my head. I’ve been on social media and everyone has been reminiscing their old fan ways, their youth if you want to call it that. And I couldn’t help but think about it too.
It’s currently 4 in the morning and im looking at all the old stories I used to read. I smile and want to cry at the same time because I know I will waver enjoy the simplicity of that ever again. Most of us are in school or have graduated with bachelors. Most of us have full time jobs and kids. Those days where we just read fanfiction and spent time aimlessly on twitter with no responsibilities are over.
Even so, I have to give thanks to the boys of One Direction for bringing me so much joy.
It was devastating to hear the loss of Liam. I simply couldn’t wrap my head around it and even now a few days I have a heavy heart. He did make mistakes. And now he will never get a chance to right his wrongs. To make amends. He left behind a son who will never have a chance to grow up with a dad. Parents and siblings who are going to miss him. And now we will never see the 5 of them together ever again.
Even so, I hope Liam knew how loved he was. He holds a special place in my heart, as do the rest. I wish nothing but peace and happiness to them.
