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This is more or so for me to keep future me posted I'm 20 turning 21 in a few months and completely forgot about this. I was obsessed with the "bad boy" and my life sure as hell started the literal moment I graduated high school and the havoc that ensued is hilarious. I have enough experiences in the past three years to cover enough plotlines that 12-year-old Amanda would have been obsessed with and gosh there was no reason to fantasies it because its just been stressful.
its just a bit funny how i started this account just a week after i turned 13 and here i am 17 years old and i can still find myself once in a blue moon coming back for just a little reminder of that feeling of excitement and hope these fiction novels gave me. I had hoped y life would be like one of those bad boy novels where a new badass would come to my school and wreak havoc and somehow make my life interesting. i had still wished for that in my sophmore year but here i am senior year out of time for that "ideal" scenario not as distraught as i would been years ago. Ive accepted that it is just fiction and not going to happen to me and i can truly hope my life will begin once i actually graduate and leave this miserable place. I come back here when i need a pick me up maybe twice a year at this point and that is honestly such a goof thing. I think I'm done now. time to close a chapter or in this case a browser. see ya next year (or never)
hey still not dead but in all honesty the story will not be finished and will remain incomplete for probably the rest of existence. sorry, i wrote that over three years ago and three years ago amanda (old self) is loong gone. its weird but it happens.
hi im not dead and maybe ill finsh that shit story i started two years ago.. wow that has a long time ago
Thank you so much for voting on my story "Expect the Unexpected"! Means a lot! :) xx
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Currently writing the new chapter for TOD Be excited :)
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