rae__of__moonlight

please be praying for my friend. hes coming to church w me, and hes in a bad place rn. hes willing to give Jesus another try, as he hasn't been a Christian for a few years now. pray for a soft heart and a changed mind <3

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Just me making spätzle, bratwurst and sauerkraut bc omg its so good and i want a taste of home

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@ilovethesunrise874 it was. im american, but my family's from germany, so it tastes like childhood
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i hate politics, but i need to rant abt the state of america rn. 
          
          one, trump is not God, stop treating him as such. not everything he says is true, and not everything he says is a good thing. at the end of the day, he's just another guy who wants to be president.
          
          two, trump is not as horrible as a person as people make him out to be. sure, i dont agree with everything he says, and he can be really obnoxious, but people exaggerate sooo much when it comes to things he's done or said. i call it 'orange man bad disease' where he can say one thing and people disagree w him just bc he's trump
          
          Thank you for coming to my ted talk

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@ilovethesunrise874 yeah, i agree. its also a crude bandaid for bigger issues
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@rae__of__moonlight i hate abortion too. It's just not right. like, you're killing a baby before it has a chance to even do anything wrong.
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rae__of__moonlight

@ilovethesunrise874 honestly, i hate abortion with everything I have. its a crude bandaid for a bigger problem. what about you?
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please pray guys, something triggered me and its hard. i can't describe it in any another way except it hurts and its hard and i hate it. i appreciate everyone who listens to me <3, i dont think i say it nearly enough

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so my guy bsf (whom i am developing feelings for) and i talked abt what it would be like married to eachother...!! and not just in a 'oh it'd be cool' way, but in a him saying 'i want to marry a grade a baddie, who's the best of the best, and thats you' and talking abt kids and life after marriage and the honeymoon
          
          
          
          
          
          LIKE WHAT
          
          
          
          
          
          part of me is all lovey-dovey, the other part of me doesn't want to get my hopes up bc every one i think has the young love experience like this that never works out...

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@ferrets_arecuties oh totally, i agree 100%. and thank you, thats really sweet of you to say. when we were first becoming friends, i had the mindset that he was too good for me, but now i realize that we are good for each other. he helps me in the places im weak, and i help him where he's weak, and i think thats the best way for a relationship, romantic or platonic, to work.
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ferrets_arecuties

@rae__of__moonlight okayy good. I’m just letting you know just in case. Ik so many girls that have high standards and the moment they get in a relationship they lower it sm but I’m really happy for you Forreal you deserve a good guy
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rae__of__moonlight

6 months clean <3 Praise God.
          
          you can do it too

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@Keeyzzz couldn't have done it with out Him <3. i appreciate the encouragement, it means the world to me
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rae__of__moonlight

@Keeyzzz couldn't have done it with out Him <3. i appreciate the encouragement, it means the world to me
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dude the nostalgias hitting hard rn. im reading a book abt reminiscing high school that i first read years ago, with 'i lived' playing, while looking back on all the good times ive had w the people i love. this year has passed by, with a lot of highs and lows, but its been an insanely good year, and one that i wouldn't trade for anything on the world.

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@_tropicalvibes_ no but its a good kind of nostalgia. i actually just came back from a pool party celebrating it, and its such an amazing feeling. it feels good to miss good, because before recently there wasnt much good to miss
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