Rae;)

okay i am a disappointment, but i don't really care anymore.

i feel like i'm a disappointment sometimes.

i feel like i'm falling apart again and i don't know why.

i'm feeling a little reckless tbh

lmao i finished the book, but i hate it so much. it's not that anything's bad, it's just that it's so sad? or maybe it's just the fact that i'll be showing an actual part of myself that i only show close friends to basically everyone? actually i'm thinking too big, no one's going to read it anyways:)

Okay so, I'm not supposed to be using any technology right now, but I just wanted to say that some time soon I'm going to post a book called "To Mom". It'll be a compilation of poems that describes a relationship between a mother and a daughter who used to be close, but were driven apart because of drug abuse on the mother's end. This will be based off of my personal experiences, it'll drift between first and third person p.o.v.
          
          I've spent so long perfecting each and every one of the poems that I've written for this book, they're far from being as good as I hoped they'd be, but I'm at a point where I feel like I'm ready to start putting my work up again. I hope you guys look forward to reading it.

I write so much, but I'm too afraid of criticism to post anything; I have this huge fear of being bad at something I love so much, and it's kinda holding my back a lot. I've posted books and taken them down bc I thought they were bad, only to have people close to me say they weren't that bad. I know I'm not a completely bad writer, I'm just afraid that I'm not good enough yet, y'know?
          
          
          
          
          
          
          Sorry, I just kinda wanted to get that off my chest.

If I wrote a book, would y'all read it?

@KellicBabby funny thing is it actually happened