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hiiii, I was ama for a hot minute :,)
          Need to catch up on all updates!!
          I will try to write the next chapter for "Rough" I just honestly don't know where I want the story to go and if I should end it soon or have more chapters.
          
          What do you guys think, any ideas?

Ugh I wish I knew how to make video edits 

I wish wattpad was more interactive and wish it had chats and an option to post stories, lmao it feels so lonely on here

Follow me on tiktok if you want to see edits and stuff about the books !!
          
          Tiktok: @rafesfavegf1

          
          Hey everyone,
          
          I’ve been sitting on this for a while, and I think it’s time I just say it. Lately, I’ve started many books and haven’t been able to finish a single one. I can’t seem to find the motivation or inspiration, and it’s been eating at me. I feel like I’m failing, not just as a writer, but as myself.
          
          I’m dealing with grief, and some days it just feels impossible to put my energy into anything creative. I see other authors get so much support for their stories, and I can’t help but feel like I haven’t built much of an audience at all. Like maybe I’m just not good enough, I surely feel that way.
          
          I don’t know if I’ll quit Wattpad for good, but I needed to be honest with you all about where I’m at. Writing should bring me joy, and right now it feels like another reminder of everything I can’t do.
          
          Thanks for reading this. Even if you don’t comment, just letting this out means a lot.
          

I honestly want to unpublish everything and delete my account 

Im doing edits on 'Rough' so I unpublished it and im uploading it again slowly. If you liked the story I advise you to reread as I upload, I'm changing some things 

Follow me on tumblr !!
          @rafesfavegf 
          I wanna talk to you babessss 

Should I scrap 'Rough', I feel like the book is a mess lmao, and no one's reading it

Btw I mostly never re-read when I write so theres probably some typos and stuff like that. Plus I write in my notes because wattpad keeps crashing and doing weird things when I write in it sooo yeah.