Honey

but remembered that memory in particular cuz i had been lying there on that mattress without sheets and the music was coming from the common room but i was in a dif. room. i was in a dif. room bcs i felt lonely and different and not allowed in. but i enjoyed that song thoroughly from that room

i could chronicle my whole life with the most tender earnestness who wna b my audience

nostalgia hurts by default why is that

@ragamala yes.

@moistmwmory nope dw not just u. small talk is particularly icky. but i mean,, the way it works for me is that the less i talk out loud the more i'll talk to myself = writing fuel. & yes a real good juicy earnest conversation is just the thing u need for writing inspo

But but I do think it gets easier to write when you don't try to announce yourself to the whole world yk?? Forcing conversations or words ftm jus makes me miserable and bitter and awful and then I run in loops of weird icky inferiority (= writer's block yay funsies) but maybe that's just me hmmm

BEING CALLED SAFFRON IS MY NEW FAV NICKNAME

@eyeofpsy awwwwwww thank U, केसरिया