rage_induced_coma

I can't write anymore... I love it, but no matter how many times I come back. I can't do it anymore.

rage_induced_coma

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I was sitting, thinking and tell my fiancé about this artist I really like. I realized I enjoy crazy, fantastical, horror, comedy shit... best example I got is I grew up loving the Scary Movie series. Yet when I write or on the rare occasion draw a comic, I try to stay grounded in reality and logic. Even when I work on creepypasta related things or my own characters that are not real species of any kind, I still try to stay in reality. I think that's why I get writer's block so much, I'm too scared and nervous to write what I like because I don't think people will like it or I know the kind of thing I want to do will get looked at weird or have stupid assholes telling me "ThAt'S nOt HoW rEaLiTy WoRks!!!" 
          Man, I just wanna write my boys Writer and Reno getting into so stupid eldritch horror shit and making Cthulhu wanna die because they're annoying the shit out of him. Not Writer struggling through life as a single dad for years cause of every man/woman/non-binary being he marries is an abusive jerk that just wants his family's money.

rage_induced_coma

I am reworking this account to be more serious and an actual work space. Please excuse any big changes. 
          I have been aiming to write serious stories for awhile and thanks to having my best friend/fiancé and my newest friend having my back I am finally putting a hard foot down. There will be less fanfic and roleplay based stories. I have four serious books in the works right now: An Orange Glow, I Disgust Myself, Jealousy and Anger, Give me a Little Light. 
          Give me a Little Light already has one chapter out. 
          For those who have not checked my updated about section: I absolutely accept helpful critiques. I would love to have feedback on how I could fix my work. 
          I will not however except pushing for more hetero cis couples. I am gay trans person writing for other LGBTQIA+ members. I do have cishet couples, but I will not change a same sex couple just cause "I think she would go better with him" or "I think he would go better with her". Gender changing is also not going to happen unless I decide it. If a character is non-binary, trans, bigender, pangender, trigender, agender, genderfluid, any neogender, any xenogender, ect. that is their gender. They are NOT what they were assigned at birth. 
          If you have a problem with anything said here, be a mature person and just leave. Do not come harassing me because I will not cater to your wants. 
          
          have a nice day, stay creepy 
          ~Ghost Sin

rage_induced_coma

me: *exists* 
          my friends: *gasp* a short trans femboy that is all of our best friend! (not a joke) 
          my husband: mmmmy husband! my baby! no touch! I will end whoever hurts him! *hiss* 
          me: let me live in my existential dread, you gay beasts- 
          all of them: *C L I N G* 
          me: mmmmmmmmmmmmm you fuckers