I don't know why lately I've been tired a lot, well maybe because my mom said my body gets tired quickly.
Maybe it's because I'm stressed with school, I don't know.
well.....honestly i miss 2020.
where I can do homework in a relaxed manner, not worrying about assignments that require me to appear in front of the class (I have a kind of phobia when in front of many people, I remember glossophobia if I'm not mistaken.)
I miss when I just downloaded and at first I became a reader then turned into an author.
I miss being able to update books actively, I miss the ch fandom authors and other fandoms (most of them go on hiatus or delete their books or even leave the fandom).
I really miss those days.
even when in that year I fell and felt lonely I still miss those times, sometimes I really want to turn back time to that time again.
i miss you 2020♡
________________________________________________
Translate
entah kenapa akhir-akhir ini aku sering kelelahan,well mungkin karena kata mama tubuh ku memang cepat lelah.
mungkin ini karena aku stress dengan sekolah,entahlah.
well,jujur aku rindu tahun 2020.
dimana aku bisa mengerjakan rumah dengan santai,tidak khawatir dengan tugas yang mengharuskan aku tampil di depan kelas (aku punya semacam phobia ketika di depan banyak orang,seingat ku itu glosshophobia kalau ga salah.)
aku rindu saat aku baru ngedownload dan awal nya menjadi readers saja lalu berubah jadi author book
aku rindu masih bisa update book dengan giat,aku rindu author-author fandom ch dan fandom lain nya (kebanyakan dari mereka hiatus atau menghapus book mereka atau bahkan keluar dari fandom).
aku benar-benar merindukan masa itu.
bahkan saat di tahun itu aku tempuruk dan merasa kesepian aku tetap rindu masa-masa itu,kadang aku ingin sekali memutar waktu ke masa itu lagi.
i miss you 2020♡