@rainisolophobia
Put this on my story like at lest 2 hours late but it’s my birthday and I’m almost able to do stuff so,,,, Yea it’s my birthday happy birthday to me I guess
@rainisolophobia Happy Birthday! Can I make you a drawing for a birthday present?(ღ˘ω˘ღ)
I don't know when I'll update I don't really know what to write and I felt empty and alone, I also think Elliot is mad at me because he said his phone was dead but was laughing at something on his phone... All I asked was to send our friend something.... I don't know but can someone talk to me
@rainisolophobia Ha, I guess I'm part of that top part, aren't I? But it obviously doesn't seem like you're okay, so don't use that as a cover like you always do. But it's not like I can do anything to help, no matter how hard I've tried, I could never help you. But just keep looking up, you'll see something great about life then, you'll be free from your abuser, parent(s), bitchy "step dad", toxic people one day if you just keep on living. Life has something to offer you, it always does, it's not going to set you up for failure. Like when I met you, I was constantly saved from suicide because you were simply there. When you were gone, I had already found a way to live with myself and no other attempts happened. Something good will happen, just keep on moving forward.
If people constantly being angry at you, holding things against you you can’t control, not even being safe at the only place I felt safe was, seeing my abuser again after a year and having panic attacks before, during and after a con is okay then yea. I’m okay...
@rainisolophobia Is everything okay now? I really don't want to talk after everything, yet I still can't help but worry. We were friends after all. So, is everything okay now?
Bruh- Elliot (my boyfriend) FUCKING TRIED TO REQUEST SMUT AND I TOLD HIM I ONLY DO ANGST AND I-
Anyway I’m doing a new one shot
15 hours or so till I get to see my long distance boyfriend and I can’t wait TwT. I get to spend the weekend with him.
YOU HAVE BEEN BOOPED!
send this to 5 people, or I'll get your inhaling triangular mountain!
If you're booped 10 times, then your a booping Lord!
I’m deleting my books ✌ I don’t like them anymore and I just don’t want to have to look at them sorry
with covid-19 taking a very quick toll on my country and mental health I'm going to stop writing for a bit, I have my friends with me on call for the four weeks that my country is in lock down. I'm really sorry I don't know when I'll start writing again.
You guys are so sweet ❤️ I love you all very much no matter who you are because everyday I know you wake up. You have the courage to wake up every morning look at darkness straight in the eye and say
“Not today”
You have the courage to smile everyday whether its inside or outside whether you know it or not and say to despair “Not Today”
You have the courage to keep going no matter how you may think otherwise because right now you’re hear reading this message.
There are kids out there who want to die you know what to tell them ?
“Not today”
Post this on at least 12 profiles whether or not they have depression because
THEY NEED US AND WE NEED THEM
Live and let live ❤️
Sorry about the last conversation on the good side I would like to announce that I’m working on a story with my wife the amazing @PhantomasRain on their their account. I’ll be helping editing and coming up with plots, it’ll be a BNHA one shot book so if you like BNHA, angst, soulmates and cute fluffy light hearted content go over and have a look. Also while your there go and give my wife some love by looking at her books and following her.
Every time I read a ‘depressed abused’ reader fanfic it’s always like.
“Come here you little slut”, “She’s my toy”, “What the fuck did you say to me you fucking dick head cunt”, “oh yea my brother does it sometimes it’s fine though”.
It’s just cringe and not really correct on all abuse. Me being a victim of a domestic relationship abuse can be as simple as saying “if you left me I would kill myself”.
Not just that but the sentence construction is bad in the writing instead of writing.
I started crying “My brother abuses me and hits me and rapes me and-“
you get the idea... Maybe write it like
The water clearing my vision repeating the words I’ve been wanting to say stuck in me head on repeat for the last few years(months) that I haven’t been able to due to the shadow on my shoulder always manipulating and abusing me as I slowly explain what has happened. Finding the correct words without crying and panicking was difficult but I made my words work.
And please if you ever write an abuse story don’t make their personality based off of the abuse, Victums just want to move on no matter how difficult it is. Of course you ca add triggers but don’t make them tell every character in the book in one chapter I hate talking about mine and it’s really difficult too.
After being in a domestic relationship for 6 months and been out of it for 7 months I’ve just told my mum about it. I told my one best friend but she knew during the relationship and helped me.
I just think it’s really bad when people make abuse the characters personally in fanfics and books.