raizelrin

i'm so sorry ╥﹏╥

raizelrin

last night, i felt like writing all of a sudden that i thought i was possessed--
          
          turns out it's the yiling laozu's birthday today! i didn't forgot, i'm so busy i can't even look at the calendar to know the date. sighs. i really wanna write but i need to study first. i'll try before going to bed tho (||●'◡'●)))

raizelrin

I deeply apologize to those who are still waiting for Jaded Heart's update. But if you aren't really expecting much, or have given up on it, that's more fine with me. I can finally breathe a little. 
          
          I can't write. Ever since I lost my inspiration, that time I was really down, I lost track of this fanfic too. I am a "Go with the flow" kind of writer, and I really enjoy exploring through the stories I write. But daaaamn, I haven't read a single novel, fanfic, or even a webcomic these days (except updates from on-going stories here and manga/hwa/hua)... And I feel so empty, lost, and confused. I managed to upload the Chapter 1 because all I did was to edit it a little, and it's really short. But I'm so drained, I can't even write a simple sentence and everything just feel so wrong.
          
          Anyyyway, I just want you to be aware that the Chapter 2 won't be coming up this week or the next. But once I'm up on my feet again, I'll do as I promised to give you regular updates. I'm sorry in advance if I can't meet your expectations but I'm trying my best to give you a fanfic worthy of your time to read. I hope you are well and safe! 

NusratShahid9

@AyaMorota its okay... take ur time and rest well ❤️❤️❤️
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Mxxnfxxt

OH MY GOD DO I SEE MY BABY WEI YING AND LAN ZHAN AND SHEN WEI ALL OVER YOUR PROFILE>>>>>> JSHXIBCBDCVVXHDV

Mxxnfxxt

@AyaMorota HAHHAHHA no problem at least you update it, I shouldn't be the one to complain.
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raizelrin

@Mxxnfxxt omg. thank you for considering reading my fics. i apologize in advance because my updates are really slow QAQ
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Mxxnfxxt

@AyaMorota aaaa no wonder, yeah now I definitely will read the novel. And your fic as well cause I'm so done with bad thai dramas, I'm just resigning to fics permanently.
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raizelrin

i may look peaceful (and lazy), my heart may be calm. but believe me when i say i'm sTUCK IN MIDST OF THE LIBRARY OF DANMEI AND I'M DROWNING AT THE TEMPTATION OF READING OMNISCIENT READER'S VIEWPOINT. THE WORLD MIGHT END AND I MIGHT DIE. WHAT UPDATE? NO.

raizelrin

hi, i'm still alive. but not writing. tee-hee ~

raizelrin

@cresent_moon94 i will, hun. i'm just finding my strength. life's hard, so is writing. i'm so sorry for making you wait tho. and thank you for waiting still, despite of veryyy slow update. 
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seina994

@AyaMorota Please update sensei~
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