@rakecone
I wish I had the guts to be the person 12 year old me could be. Instead I shall allow myself to live this facade for a few more years. Just until it is safe. Thats what Ive always said. “Just until its safe.” Yet, I fear I will never be able to be myself again. Not quite a girl, but can I respect myself as a guy? Probably not. I will probably spend the rest of my life attempting to keep up this facade, dreaming at night of being able to be myself again.
I felt more 15 at twelve than I do at 16.
1: What if I’m just a pathological liar
2: Ill love you despite it.
1: This feels gay
2: Is it not? I fear we are both homosexuals. Anything we do will be stained by that fact.
1: I seriously can’t tell when you’re being serious
2: :D
I just wanted to protect those I love, not start a war.
Love whoever you love. I just wish it was me you loved.
Ive never liked taylor swift, i just like you.
There is something about loving you.
My heart aches for you.
I scream out,
but youve been deafened.
Lately I have been dreaming about you.
Nightly visits in my imagination.
Hands interlocked, legs tired from running.
Do you dream of me too?
THIS IS A MENTAL HEALTH POST:
I shouldnt be around kids.
HIIIIIIIII
