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BIG BIG BIG YAP, i have a lot to say
1. i feel like i haven’t been writing tom & indiana in LOVE. like does that make sense? like of course they’re in love (yk in the sense that neither of them have said it yet but they both know it) but they haven’t had those like cutesy moments almost? it feels deeper & not surface level like a lot of my other books, like genuinely his love for her goes so deep in my mind. idk, maybe that’s just from my pov bc im the one writing it, but i really enjoy the way he loves her & how he’s going about it… and i’m really excited for the plottwist, & i’m really sorry for the delay with each chapter. it’s so bad because like… back in the day, i would take long to post because i didn’t have any ideas on what to write. but now it’s DIFFERENT because i know EVERYTHING i want to write but it’s just so hard ??? idk if that makes sense
2. i literally came into summer so excited to be done with school & write 24/7 & not have to worry about anything except you guys… TELL ME WHY ONE DAY INTO SUMMER AND I GOT A FUCKING JOB. AS A SERVER. BITCH U HAVE GOT TO BE KIDDING. the past 3-4 days, i’ve been working like a DOG. day & NIGHT. like oh my god, some of these customers are rude as shit. and i was not prepared to be HARASSED. like this one guy, my bsf was taking his order so i was staring at her, he thought i was staring at him. he calls me over and says “you’re staring so i was just wondering if you want it or not…” IS THAT NOT SEXUAL HARASSMENT? AM I TWEAKING? WHO TF IS YOU BRO. mind you, i’m barely less than 3 weeks away from being 17, HES LIKE IN HIS 20’s. WHAT THE HELL ????