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AND ITS ALL YOUR FUCKING FAULT

EVERYDAY I SPEND HERE IS ANOTHER DAY WISHING I WERE DEAD

AT LEAST MY MISTAKES DONT INVOLVE ALMOST ASSAULTING AN 18 YEAR OLD YOU PIECE OF SHIT YOURE SO LUCKY I LOVE MOM TOO MUCH TO TELL HER THE TRUTH

JUST BECAUSE YOURE OLDER???? THATS FUCKING BULLSHIT

WHY AM I NOT ALLOWED TO MESS UP BUT YOU ARE

NO MATTER WHAT I DO ILL ALWAYS BE WRONG SO WHY SHOULD I CARE ANYMORE WHAT THE CONSEQUENCES ARE

INSTEAD IM STUCK HERE SCARED OF TALKING TO ANYONE AND SCARED OF DOING ANYTHING BECAUSE IT MIGHT JUST MAKE THINGS WORSE SOMEHOW

I COULD BE ROOMMATES WITH MY BEST FRIEND AND HANGING OUT AND MEETING NEW PEOPLE AND LEARNING NEW SKILLS

I COULD BE IN SECOND YEAR COLLEGE RIGHT NOW

I DONT CARE THAT YOU WANTED TO RUN AWAY FROM THEM I JUST WISH YOU DIDNT DRAG ME INTO ALL OF THIS