ユウコ・ペンドラゴン

happy new year and hope you doing alright mates.

sorry huys, its been too long, but i just got my first computer so i savored the feeling first, anyways i wanna try writing in this one so maybe i'll try uploading a chapter this week

I got addicted to some games so I forgot I'm a writer, sorry.
          
          I'll write now.

I give up, no matter how much I try to think and force myself to write MHA nothing is coming out, the reason is because that MHA isn't as interesting for me, which made me lose motivation to that project of mine, it'll probably take like a few years for me to regain my interest to continue the story, I'm sorry if y'all liked it but I'm putting it on indefinite hiatus.
          
          But, in return, I'll just write a Naruto and Fairy Tail one, both series which I love.

Philippine culture is really different from other countries lol, Cause here, it's normal to gamble in Funerals, cause of our rites in here.
          
          We have superstitions that says that during funerals, we must stay awake 24/7 so we won't be visited by ghost of the dead, and to guard the body from being taken by monsters of the night and stuff (plus maybe the body miraculously woke up) so we gamble to past time.
          
          Even children gambles lol, it lightens the mood for a bit (plus I've got reasons to not sleep so I'm exploiting it)

So this is what death is, so lonely and so silent, even tho I'm not close to her, I feel the lingering silence, the hidden pain, the silent cries, she might be my neighbour but to my mom, she's her friend, a sibling not bound by blood, so seeing her getting carried away, covered with an blanket from head to toe, brings sorrow and tears to my eyes.
          
          She's my neighbour, but for this neighborhood, she's their precious friend, a sister that's always been there ever since they came here, another day, another life taken, to remind us of our mortality.
          
          Fuck cancer.

Since I'm sad, I decided to watch Magi: Sinbad no Bouken, and Holy fuck Sinbad is too fuckin awesome, the best nicknames I've heard came from him.
          
          "The High King of the Seven Seas"
          "The First Class Singularity"
          
          Best nicknames I've ever heard in anime ngl, how the hell did they make his birth so awesome?? Like fr when he was born everyone in the world felt him coming.

Got to ask the repairman how much would the repair for my phone be.
          
          He said it's impossible to repair it cause our country currently doesn't possess the LCD or Screen to repair a phone like that, meaning I cannot access that phone until like 10 years... Damn it, that hurts to hear ngl, I have so many memories on that phone plus it's given by my Aunt.
          
          Anyways, I can't just be sad about it all day, consequences of my own actions ig.

I'm writing my Fairy Tail book which I'll release when I felt like it.
          
          But guess who's the villain turned hero I'm introducing into that book~ Hint: He's a simp.

2 weeks since my phone is malfunctioning, haven't repaired it yet, but thankfully the backup provided for me allowed me to listen to my favourite music, damn it I'm tearing up, i missed listening to my music