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That moment when even my grandma hates me because of my dad and step mom

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Zayn. I love you like I did before. With our eyes one direction will be 4/4 but in our hearts it will always be 5/5. One direction has saved me so many times. I've almost committed suicide a lot of times but I would pay your music to calm me down. I know it's not your fault that your so stressed you can't handle it. But I wish you would just tweet something. Anything to tell us you are okay. One direction is the only thing that makes me happy. I've been crying since 6pm  yesterday when I found out. It hurts because it feels like your giving up on us. With my heart I know your not and this is better for you... But with my brain... It's my worst nightmare. In one of your interviews you it's "all of us or none of us." Are you going to keep that? Because if you are I don't know what I'm going to do with myself. Are you going to come back? Or are all of you slowly going to drift apart and leave?  I wish you would come back for just one more concert so we can show you that you are permanently part of us. You are in our hearts forever. I want all of you to know that I love you with all my heart. I will never be able to thank you all enough for what you have done for me. I wish I could meet you... But I know that will never happen. I love you sosoosososoososososososoosososoosososososoososososososoosososoosossosososoososossoososossoossosoososossoossoososossosososoosososoosososossoo much. Please keep doing music

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Today was the best day I've had in a long time❤️ my favorite viner in the world followed me on snapchat (her vine name is king hazza and you should go look at her profile CUZ she basically the definition of perfection❤️) it's spring break where I live and I just got a bunch of clothes. It's like all the good thing that were supposed to happen throughout this month jumbled up into one day and all the bad things went into every other day besides today❤️ I'm finally happy. Really genuinely happy❤️ and I missed this side of me. It's been gone for too lone

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Hey everyone. I know I haven't been updating like I usually do but I'm having some family issues right now so I'm going to take a break for a little. I'm sorry. I'm not giving up on the book I'm just taking a break and I want you all to know that I am grateful to those of you who will continue to read my book when I come back. I love all of you. Bye for now.<3