Hi guys,
Whoa it's been a hot minute and I dunno where to start with. It's good here and hope you're all doing great. Well, coming straight to the point, regarding CLS I dunno when I can be able to update next. I mean, I have half of the next chapter written but that's all of it. Not like I was having a writer's block or something. Well, I want to be honest here because I think you deserve the explanation, while waiting like endlessly and I really hate ghosting you. Truth is I just didn't know how to explain my state of mind and I still don't. Alright. Thing is I suddenly got an epiphany, like, while in the middle of the story, that this is not something what I like to write. In a clearer sense, I realised I've been writing all these days what I've liked reading. Not what I like writing. Not going to deny, this isn't something that have just occurred to me overnight. As you know, especially friends who've been knowing me since the days of TU, this isn't the first time I'm writing the CLS. And that's obviously because I'd realised I needed to change the writing according to what satisfies me as a writer. What I'm saying is I'm NOT satisfied with this version of CLS as well. I know that's not a good thing to hear as a reader but I should be honest. However, strangely enough, when I went through a last few chapters of the story, I felt proud. I could see the change I was making, which is better than the first version but still less good than what I want. Trust me I believe I'm getting better. Now what I feel is that I should start writing the story anew. Or not. Because currently I'm writing some other story offline. I wanna finish that one. In the meantime, do you guys want me to keep the CLS story here, or take it down for revision? I'm confused. This is why I've been not able to say anything all the time. But I plain hate ghosting you.
And hey, this @pillow_secrets9 where I aimed to post my another story but I kept offline. But feel free to check it out.
