Rando

I think im getting emotional because either really late and going back through this account is literally nostalgic but I kinda wish I didn't delete my stories. I think I still have drafts foursome of them? but I think I wrote most of them ON wattpad so there's physically no other record of them existing. It would be good to look back on my writing and see how I've improved over the last what, 3 years? 4 now? I might see what I have left in the deepest pits of my Google docs and go through them for funsies

Happy New Year! 
          
          yaaaay I'm not deaaad
          
          So I just read through some old DMs and holy crap... 
          
          How did ANY of you put up with me? istg
          
          I used to say Hai, Bai, xD, xP, uwu, and was such a little twerp.
          
          I would like to point out this isn't a pick-me thing,  I don't need reassurance, I'm disappointed in young me and I have definitely improved.
          
          some updates if you're curious:
          I started streaming on twitch
          I'm working on a video game
          I'm doing well in all my classes
          and overall I'm doing really well.
          
          I might start writing on here again even
          
          I have a few ideas for things but I'm always open for suggestions!
          
          However I'm not continuing anything I have deleted, it will tax my soul...
          
          I hope your all having a great 2022 so far, and I hope you guys have a wonderful day :)

Hey remember when I actually used to write stories on here? lol me neither anyway
          
          My birthday is coming up soon
          
          some of the messages in this tab are weird
          
          2020 was garbage
          
          MCYT's made this year better
          
          I want a hug

I just looked at the number of people u follow, and the number is 69-

I love you all so much...
          I'm deleting all my stories
          They're cringy
          They aren't my best
          They fetishize straight men that are real people into gay relationships 
          Some are very targeted to someone I had a bad experience with
          They contain bad morals and messages
          They overall aren't great
          I have many more good stories that I'd love to publish
          I will not stop writing
          But my writing will be different
          Hope you guys understand
          ❤️

Hey, I'm not dead!
          
          I'm not going to lie, I am extremely lonely and like to read ___ x readers on this app. The thing is I'm a very flirty person. No one flirts back but I'm very flirty. I read stories and it's always a shy girl that blushes every 5 seconds. One part "Can't have the pretty lady be cold." 'Me' "S-Shut up" 'What I'd actually say' "Well pretty boy can't be cold either! Take your hat back I have been blessed with large floof atop head that keep ears cozy warm warm. Cute boy has hat, I has floof."
          
          So Yeah I'm weird and flirty

If ya want drama read my last conversations thing tabs yeah 

Im turning this tab into more of a rant thing just because I need to let this out right now and my parents aren't helping. So today I was playing Uno and it got way too competitive so I left when they started a new game. I tried to hang out with some other friends but I swear to God they hate me! It's painful. My "friends" will walk away when I talk to them... LEGIT START TALKING TO SOMEONE ELSE OR JUST WALK AWAY FROM ME MID-SENTANCE! Like I confronted one friend about it let's call her Annie and she said she's trying to get better at it but then she keeps doing it! The other one is dropping friends like flies... Let's call her Anne one friend she dropped let's call her Lyla was psychotic and I mean that she wanted her friends to drown after they fought and the other friend let's call her Gemma I have no idea why but from what I was told Anne left Gemma to hang with others and the others said "Why not hang with Gemma." So Anne said they weren't friends anymore. I just... The walking away hurts. I barely talk in my friend group because others talk over me but apologize but when I talk shit like this happens. Ugh. I can't even. If you read all of this, thank you I appreciate you and if you didn't I don't blame you it's just drama... Bai my lovely wattpadians  

Welp. Fuck love. :)

IM SORRY WHAT? DEVILS GAME IS #4 IN SHOUTOUT AND MY CRUSH X READER HAS 106 READS AADFDFADTRH  AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH TYSM ALL OF YOU GUYS!!!