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rankedabovekings

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alrighty cowards, i shaved my head, dyed it pink (looks magenta ish) and my team placed 5th in state! and yeah. im tired as FUCK like i am gonna die but twitter fuels me because the new haikyuu art is 100/10

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@ rankedabovekings  مرحبا
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milkydinks

@rankedabovekings ,,
            Ayo I bet u look immaculate and yay !!
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rankedabovekings

we are almost 100% moved in :D we are selling our old house before july 4th, and then the grove house (where i lived when i was born, thats just what we call it lol) should be up for sale sometime in july. im so happy i got through the last month its been so difficult lol. volleyball is still a big uncertainty, but hopefully i can figure it all out. I know im gonna do my school vball team with my best friend since its our last year of middle school, and for club, i don't know. im still so lost. but i hope everyone is having a happy pride month! <3

rankedabovekings

my god i feel like a mess. i realized i want to quit volleyball, we got into our new house, my dad has just been yelling 24/7, and i am just so done. i want a hug.

snaketraps

@rankedabovekings sending long distant hug.
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jeezjune

i’m here if you need to talk to someone
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jeezjune

make yourself a nutritious meal and drink water
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rankedabovekings

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okay so my best friend is making me so fucking confused and annoyed because i want to help her so bad. she never sleeps and claims to just not be tired but i don't believe her. i need her to sleep at some point. like get more than 3 hours. plus i am trying to be her friend but she keeps on saying things that are so discouraging and it sucks. i try to brush it off and continue but im so close to just saying fuck it and block her. i feel so done.

milkydinks

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@rankedabovekings ,,
            :0 that changes everything. You gotta leave her bestie , she sounds toxic. If she shows that she doesn't give a shit about you even though you're her friend then leave her. She doesn't deserve you. I can tell that you care for them but they're also supposed to care for you :(
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rankedabovekings

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@-K_NMA the thing is me and all my friends are doing our best to help her sleep. and i know that sometimes it isn't physically possible to sleep but it sucks because i care about her so much but she consistently doesn't give a shit about me and it's just not good with her :(
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milkydinks

@rankedabovekings ,,
            I have trouble sleeping and end up sleeping at around 3-5 am and wake up at 9 . I don't feel tired , I just stay up and I can't sleep . Maybe your friend actually can't sleep or has trouble sleeping . Though this ofc isn't an excuse for them to be rude to you , like your trying to help . If they actually do have trouble sleeping or just don't feel tired and sleep late then it could get tiring if someone was telling you to go to sleep because you just can't. You have good intentions but I think you just need to take a break and focus on yourself a little , prioritize yourself . If you need to , you can block the person and clear your head .
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rankedabovekings

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idk if it was a fever dream or WHAT but i had the weirdest two dreams last night, one of them i was k1ll1ng a guy who had r@ped my friend (i actually knew him which is sad) and then i woke up, i went back to sleep and the second dream was a mixture of my volleyball vegas trip and and being outside the cardinals stadium for another tournament. anyways i asked for some ice for my knee (i have really bad knee pain) and they kicked me out  of the hotel we were at (mandalay bay) and i had to go get the ice and live outside the hotel. when it was time to play they brought me my jersey and when we got there i couldn't walk (because of my knee) and then they shot me with a gun. idk what kind of bullshit happened there but voila