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yeeeeaah so...happy new year ig

and here we are. the end of april. school is almost out. fuck yes.

how is it fucking APRIL next week are you shitting me?!?!

i’ve said it once and i’ll say it again. pet names/nicknames. are. my. weakness.

why do i like him so much he such a dork

mate, just do as the cowboy says or else you’re gonna regret it in the end

so i just now started to read it again and oh my god. i can’t, the second hand embarrassment, the chaos, the timing, the hurt i feel, it’s bad man.

also one more thing...i may be reconsidering the whole “i reeeeeeaaaaaalllllyyy don’t want to date” thing

where should i start? oh i know! the restrictions on my phone “mysteriously” turned on and so my twitter app, youtube app, and wattpad app have all been deleted or some form of. so ive had to only read from ao3 and use wattpad online. ngl im very mad about it but unfortunately i have no way to turn it off. im also writing this bc i started reading something and i just got to the worst part (or one of the worst) and it’s on ao3 so i can’t hide in the comments like i usually would when the second hand embarrassment gets to be too much. at this point im just stalling on reading this thing but i still have 2 1/4 long ass chapters left so yay ig.

it’s my birthday today and i just wish everyone had a good day today too