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yooo I just realised one of my followers unfollowed me. That explains a bunch of questions in my head but whatever. I don't feel like unfollowing them back because I just don't want to <3
          But I do want to know why they unfollowed me lol

gang I low-key want to write another story that's not penitence. This came to me in a dream so it may or may not make sense lmao it felt interesting when I dreamt it. I will be making adjustments to the plot/characters if I do end up writing this. 
          
          okay okay SO for the plot (I don't want to spoil too much details) it's about the mc being sent to their distant relative's mansion somewhere in the woods for the school break(wOAH veri spooky ik 100% original place totally). The mc remembers visiting the mansion one or two times when they were 4-7 and remembered it looking more...well-built and less mouldy, less damp, had more plants, and didn't have giant chunks of the fences gone. 
          
          They reunite with their aunt (the person that owns the mansion) and instead of the warm person mc remembers them as, they're now stricter and harsher. Their cousin also ended up the same as their aunt because an incident happened in the mansion (and also because of the mould but whatever) and their uncle is dead.
          
          Soo mc is given some kinda strange tasks to do (cleaning the horse stables even though there are no horses, ripping any grass out of the ground around the mansion during the daylight, making sure the indoor plants do not overgrow their pots, cleaning the faces of statues that guards the front gate or whatever, etc) and they were weirded out by that but they oblige anyways.
          
          The mc is given only a couple of rules: Do not stray from the road/path and into the woods, do not venture at night, do not investigate noises at night, do not go into the woods, and if there are any strange looking footprints seen on the grassless ground then they must alert the cousin/aunt immediately.

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how the hell did I even manage to write 3k+ words back then...
          WHY CAN'T I STRING THREE WORDS TOGETHER ANYMORE 

imma confess something: I DON'T LIKE HOW I WROTE THE FIRST FEW CHAPTERS OF PENITENCE AND I WANT TO REWRITE + REVISE + CHANGE THE ENTIRE PLOT OF THE DAMN THING BUT I AM NOT REWRITING 10,000+ WORDS OML

SHIT I GOT LOGGED OUT OF WATTPAD ON MY PHONE AND I FORRGOR MY PASSWORD (but I have access to my laptop heheheehehehhehehehhehe)

what the hell does a prison changeroom looks like

Hi Rasperry! just wondering how your doing. also, i finished Chemical exposures not too long ago if you want to read that. but mostly im just checking in on you, to see how your doing!

alr alr just letting ya'll know that I currently feel like shit and I barely have the energy to log onto wattpad or have the motivation to do ANYTHING. I'm getting a bit overwhelmed by school tests and assignments and this whole situation about M.F and my fanfic is pissing me off a bit(I'm still SALTY about that btw). Andd I need to REALLY focus on school because I may fail and that will affect my future negatively (for context, my school is holding a future career program with a nearby senior school. It helps with getting into necessary courses needed for your career BUT it depends on your grade. If they see that I have shit grades, then I guess I can't be an author </3)
          
           I want to continue writing penitence but I have been feeling EXTREMELY UNMOTIVATED to write despite it being a kinda passion-project to the point where it's not even funny anymore.  Everything's uhhh starting to take a bit of a toll on me + the fact that my sickness returned IMMEDIATELY after I recovered and I'm coughing as I type so uhhhhhmm I should get that checked out 
          
          And Smile, if you’re reading this, thank you for listening to me crash out in Discord about M.F and offering me your support. I probably scared you with some of the things I said, soo whoops  sorry about that. BUT thank you for like also trying to do something about the stolen book as well. Love you bro (platonically).

yo are we ever going to finish the google doc?