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un(TRUST) is back! rn the chapters are the prologues, character info and the first 3 chapters. enjoy the book besties!

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Hey sis so time to vent because ouch. So everything in my life is sucking atm. My trust issues are really kicking in with my friends, I feel like my childhood is getting destroyed because of certain events going on in my family, I’m scared of things that don’t even matter 24/7 and it’s like I’m always in edgy if breaking down. Honestly I’m just sleeping all the afternoon because it helps me not have to think about my problems anymore so uh that’s kinda sad??? I also feel like everyone’s life is going on better than mine. Like everyone being happy and having a good time trusting their friends while I’m here just in the verge of crying every time. I feel I’m not enough of just a good enough person for them anyway. Like I did something wrong. I feel like I shouldn’t be me and act more like how they want me to act. I feel like I’m too childish and everyone gets annoyed at me I fucking hate it. But I also feel like my view on things are changing because of the family stuff. Ok I would let out more but I’m busy atm so thanks for probably not reading I don’t mind I just wanted to let things out bye