Hazen Bach

New Era? Anyway life's been pretty hard still, I see that my 2021 self ranting here about how her life is shitty, I mean it's still like that a bit... but my present self has changed a lot I think? My perspective changed over the years of being in that dark placed so this will be the start of a new era? maybe while I'm still motivated hehe. That's why I unpublished all my works for now and I'm writing something hopefully I'll be able to finish it and publish it as soon as possible

FIRST CHAPTER OF GXG ONESHOTS IS OUT NOW!!!! I'M SO HAPPY I FINALLY FINISHED AND PUBLISHED IT T_T

So uh yeah, the oneshot I promised that will be coming out got delayed due to my laziness and also been playing Pokemon Unite lately. I'm working on it, I'm sorry T_T

I'm halfway done with the chapter and I'll probably post it in a few hours. I hope you guys enjoy

Change of plans again, I won't be posting the 1st chapter of GxG Oneshots, something went wrong, I'll try to make it ASAP, It's just my mental health is not very stable at the moment so yeah. I hope it will get better but I'm tired of always thinking that because it gets worst. I was close to completing it I'm halfway done but like I said something happened and I'm not motivated to do something. 

I need a distraction from my life!! My whole life is a big f*cking mess, I don't even know how to get out of this problems nothing seems to be working anymore. 
          
                   ılı.lıllılıı.ıllı 
          
          ↳ currently playing ;; 
          
          [All Love] - [FLETCHER] 
          
          1:25 ——————•———— 3:13
          
          ↺       <<          ll          >>     ⋮≡ 
          
          ᴠᴏʟᴜᴍᴇ: ————•
          
          
          I'm trying to share Cari Fletcher's songs, because they are so amazing definitely my favorite singer/artist I recommend listening to her songs, and that song is one of my favorites (all her songs are my favorites tho) and it just kinda descibes what I'm feeling right now? Kinda like that that's why I picked All Love, I'll probably put more of Fletcher's songs in the book I would be publishing and in here when I'm ranting. Writing this and just writing stories definitely helps me distract myself so I'm sorry for ranting this but it helps me so don't mind me. And Holy sh*t my cat just scared me, I almost dropped my phone :'(

My mom wants me to change a lot, she's like controlling everything I want. She wants me to change my sexual orientation, my dream job and the course I want to take in college, the university I want to get into, the country I want to live in, she wants me to change my friends, EVERYTHING :(  
          Literally everything.

@Mischief_Managed312 hehe no problem it's actually me @deleted_feelinqs5410 this is my 2nd acc and I figured I should also follow you here and my 1st acc is kinda limited because some of my family members follow me there :)

I'm fcking cryin right now and I don't know what to do anymore... I really don't know what to do anymore, is it just me or something else experienced this, my mom told me that I was an accident, they didn't want to have a kid at a young age, especially a daughter (my mom had me when she was 20) so is it just me or??? I feel like I'm being super sensitive and overreacting right now, that I get bothered by my family's comments. I also think that I'm being unfair/rude/mean, because someone told me they liked me and asked me to give them a chance, I feel like I took advantage of that because I need a distraction from everything, she's nice and everything but I feel like I took advantage of her request someone kill me right now. I feel like everyone's ignoring me and I don't know if I did something wrong, my best friend and I haven't had a proper conversation in a while. I don't know what to do anymore. And also I just heard my whole fam talking sh*t about lgbt >:( I'm literally crying right now. I should probably stop

FLETCHER's songs are the only thing keeping me sane right now..