I just want to get some things off my chest I am so tried of everyone asking me if i am alright or OK if you ask that one question don't you think that I'm not or that there is nothing wrong and I hate when people tell me how to live my life but some are telling right I do need to fix myself up and I know that I'm not perfect but no one is OK I'm not saying I won't make mistakes but I'm human and all human make a mistake once in a  while but that just make us who we are and some people ask for help but i don't have the answer all the time and sometimes I can't help myself sometimes  now I don't care what you do when you are not with me (not to be mean)but its your life live how you want not what everyone else's want because at the end of the day its your choice so do what you do and try to make the right decisions and you will be ok and I don't care if you like this or comment anything and don't ask me if I'm alright or OK because I am in my own way and I love all