ravennadara

Mental health has been weighing heavy on my shoulders, as well as love and a lot of heartbreak. Plus I’m still working on the books I’m getting professionally published. I promise I’ll start writing on here again soon. Thank you all for your patience 

Big news. I’m getting two books professionally published. They should be on Amazon this fall, I’ll keep you updated. This wouldn’t have been possible without you guys so I truly do owe you my everything.

Your guys support is more than anyone could ever ask for or deserve. I love you all so much and thank you for the kind messages for me to come back to. Text me, I would love to get to know you all better <333

hey lovely, its febuary now. we miss you and i know i dont know you but i DO miss you. i hope your doing better and i only wish well for you and your recovery <3

Hey. Umm, idk why I’m posting this. I guess everything’s just been fucked. I went to the er for suicidal thoughts, my sister just got out of the hospital, I’m on the verge of relapsing, cps got called on my parents twice, I quit talking to that guy because he was an asshole, and the cherry on top, not even five minutes ago I just lost my best friend because her asshole bf manipulated her into thinking I was a bad person. I’m sure y’all know her, she’s a writer on here, but I won’t name drop her because I love her even if she hurt me. Apparently she talks shit about me and even though she told me I was her best friend, she tells other people I’m just “a random girl who lives across the country who talks to her about drama and is just a fan who snapchats her” so yeah, fuck you too. I love her, and I hope she realizes that her boyfriend is just a fucking asshole who makes her depressed and anxious. I stood next to her the entire fucking time and did everything I could to make her feel better but she still chose him over me. Fuck her, fuck her dumbass boyfriend, and fuck me for FINALLY allowing myself to get attached to someone for the first time in fucking years. I got every single one of my electronics taken away so I won’t be writing for a while. I snuck my iPad back which is what I’m using rn but that’s it. I love you all so much. Stay safe luvs, I’m proud of you all <3

God knows when a new chapter is coming out, lucky I was able to write something earlier because my parents are getting cps called on them which is fun, and idk what’s going to happen. So please bare with me as all of this happens, I’m GOING THROUGH IT rn and I hope you’re able to understand. Thank you luvs, I love you so much and I’m here if you ever need anything 

You might not be getting a new chapter for a while, my mental health got bad again and now I have no motivation to do anything but sleep. Deadass, I wake up, I go back to bed, I wake up, I go back to bed. It’s fucked rn. Also so much has happened this past week it’s actually unbelievable. But I appreciate all of you, I love you so much, and I’m so fucking proud of you. Thank you for everything luvs, have a great rest of your day 

SAM AND COLBY ARE GOING TO BE IN THEATRES AHHHHHHHH

My life actually has turned into a movie these past few weeks/days, and oh my god… I have drama and I have some tea to spill… might not be getting any content for awhile while I process. But I’ll still try to get something out once a week, or at least as often as I can. Stay safe and healthy luvs, I love you and I’m proud of you. <3

How do I even start this lmao, I have Covid… yayyyyy! So basically that either means imma being giving y’all a spam of content because I have nothing better to do, or I’m gonna be laying in bed in my fuckin misery because I can’t even look at a screen without getting fuckin sick. So we’ll see which one it is. 
          I have been trying to write, but I have the worst writers block EVER right now, so bare with me. If the next few chapters are shitty, I apologize.
          
          Also, apparently so many of y’all are seeing me EVERYWHERE because I read EVERYTHING, and so I keep getting replies to my comments that are like “omg it’s you again, hi!! You read *blank* right? I keep seeing you everywhere! I love you!” So if you see me somewhere just say hi lmfao cause ngl that shit makes my day.
          
          I love y’all so fuckin much, I’m proud of you, have an amazing rest of your day, I’ll get something out soon for you luvs <3