ravennn072

Updated another chapter.

ravennn072

Ordered biryani for myself ( YAYAY) , not the important part. The important part is that I was two spoons into the meal when I thought, 'Oh, this is going to end soon.' This being the biryani on my plate, which was nowhere near finished. 
          And the realization that I start grieving for things before they even end hit me , HARD. 
          So maybe, I need to start learning to live in the moment, like ,it's an experience , everything is an experience and yeah although it's true that everything will come to an end, as everything does. Why are you being sad about it now. 
          
          PS: the biryani was too much and now I'll have the leftovers for dinner, which again proves my point that I'm very dumb and need to slow down my thoughts.

ravennn072

This is my little personal ranting/venting board : 
          
          SO,omg I'm going insane. I've lost track of a bunch of things, myself included. And Everything's overwhelming and underwhelming at the same time and I'm in a really uncertain position in life where ya know, I can Either let go or be dragged. But my mother raised no weakling so I'm choosing to be dragged ( I need help). Also, updated HOC, so maybe read that?? I haven't attended school in a week now because my bed feels like my grave and I DON'T want to go outside. Omg this sounds so dramatic but like yeah. I updated a chapter so maybe that will mark the beginning of something?? Maybe. Step by step I guess. Also thanks to the two people who read HOC, I love y'all ( One more than the other) . 
          
          That's all for today, maybe I'll start doing weekly updates here ( about my life) and the book too, let's hope for the best !!