@iamamuslim Awwww. May Allah give you strength. And I'm pretty sure if your. Heart was out of your chest you wouldn't be breathing. And you still have time to repent when you have breath in you so be grateful. Don't forget to say Alhamdulillah to the one who gave you breath, and a functioning heart and chest and an education. Always think that you've been blessed and you won't be ungrateful. Keep on smiling:)