Read every single word, I’m sorry you felt all this pain for so long, I’m sorry you had to keep it in. I’m sorry you spent a lot of time making other people smile while you couldn’t even do it for yourself, I’m sorry that the most important people in your life left you dying alone. I wish I could’ve done more for you as ur friend before, like u said, you were too good in hiding it. And ik I’m not a very close friend but I’m sorry i had no clue you were in more pain than I thought you did. I hope you and your grandpa have both smiles on your faces rn, no pain and suffering. I know u won’t see this but I genuinely don’t care, it’s never too late to wanna say what you want to say, I hope you’re happy now. love you
-Shan