hi from 4 years later, gosh its been a while since i've been here.
just wanted to pop by and say happy rightside up and 2026 ♥︎ can't fathom nor process stranger things finally ending it has been 5 years since i've discovered this show as a 14 yr old. i'm turning 18 in a few days and i'm in the process of reflecting on everything literally everything.
going to hs i intentionally strayed away from this part of me that's still hidden and full of shame and even if i talked about it it was behind a fake facade i made up.
i've had a hard time this year and this part of me always brings me comfort anytime anywhere but i felt shamefull, i felt afraid and embarrassed because it's so vulnerable to me and now i want to embrace it cause despite everything, it's still me and i'm so grateful i decided to read hp, watch tua and found this community when i felt so alone.
anyways that's all, i read some parts of Buttoned Up and i can't help but be proud (and cringed) of myself (MIGHT and it's a pretty small might actually continue this with now knowing the entirety of the show)
2026: consume more fandoms
-ray (oh its ray now btw)
