Tmmrs my birthday, I turn 19. Like wow I always get so emotional around this time and I’ve already cried and Ik I’m gonna cry tmmr. It’s so weird how time works and it goes by so fast. I took for granted my earlier years and I wish I didn’t try and grow up so fast. I never thought I’d make it past 18 and look it where I am. And I don’t really have anyone I can talk about it with. It just all feels lonely so I come on here once and while to feel smth, nostalgia yk. I’ve always been a sad girl, and im looking at the old things I post. Will it ever get better for me? Idk maybe I’ll always be sad. Future Rayleen I hope everything works out for us and I hope you put ur faith in and trusted Gods plan for you Happy birthday bitch
