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I watched as his crimson blood dripped from his mouth onto the stone floor.
          	I'd have to clean that up later, such a pity. 
          	
          	I wanted him to suffer, I wanted him to feel the pain he made me feel. But the pain will forever be unmatched. And the truth is, I didn't just want him to suffer. I wanted him dead, and I wanted to be the one to do it. 
          	
          	I longed for the feeling of his blood on my hands, to see him take his last breath as he stared in my eyes and begged for mercy. 
          	
          	I wanted to see as his lifeless body fall to the floor. To watch as his eyes lose the facade of good man, and fade into the fearful coward who lost to a simple girl like me. 
          	
          	He wanted mercy but he did not deserve it, he didnt deserve a swift and painless death. He deserved to have his heart ripped out of his chest the same way he ripped out mine. 
          	
          	I could tell from a mile away that this would be on the paper. If they didn't know it was me they probably would have guessed it was a man who stripped them of their king. That a simple lady could not have done something as powerful and evil as this. 
          	
          	But what truly lies beneath the curtains? Is that shes truly a man, or that shes been ten steps ahead the whole time? She was pulling the strings and you were her puppet? That maybe she is the master of the game you thought you were tough enough to play?
          	
          	Could it be that a woman is more powerful then a man? No it couldn't be. Right? Who would have guessed that I was the one who held the dagger that took the life of the man you called your master. 
          	
          	I did not do it for something as cliche as world domination. No, only a man would be foolish enough to try and become a master without enemies, because you are not a master if those who bow down to you are spitting on your name while doing so. 
          	
          	So then what was my reason, why kill the king? 
          	
          	I stripped the king of his crown simply because I can. I am not a man, and I am not a fool, I am the one that succeeded in overtaking your king. And I am a woman.

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I watched as his crimson blood dripped from his mouth onto the stone floor.
          I'd have to clean that up later, such a pity. 
          
          I wanted him to suffer, I wanted him to feel the pain he made me feel. But the pain will forever be unmatched. And the truth is, I didn't just want him to suffer. I wanted him dead, and I wanted to be the one to do it. 
          
          I longed for the feeling of his blood on my hands, to see him take his last breath as he stared in my eyes and begged for mercy. 
          
          I wanted to see as his lifeless body fall to the floor. To watch as his eyes lose the facade of good man, and fade into the fearful coward who lost to a simple girl like me. 
          
          He wanted mercy but he did not deserve it, he didnt deserve a swift and painless death. He deserved to have his heart ripped out of his chest the same way he ripped out mine. 
          
          I could tell from a mile away that this would be on the paper. If they didn't know it was me they probably would have guessed it was a man who stripped them of their king. That a simple lady could not have done something as powerful and evil as this. 
          
          But what truly lies beneath the curtains? Is that shes truly a man, or that shes been ten steps ahead the whole time? She was pulling the strings and you were her puppet? That maybe she is the master of the game you thought you were tough enough to play?
          
          Could it be that a woman is more powerful then a man? No it couldn't be. Right? Who would have guessed that I was the one who held the dagger that took the life of the man you called your master. 
          
          I did not do it for something as cliche as world domination. No, only a man would be foolish enough to try and become a master without enemies, because you are not a master if those who bow down to you are spitting on your name while doing so. 
          
          So then what was my reason, why kill the king? 
          
          I stripped the king of his crown simply because I can. I am not a man, and I am not a fool, I am the one that succeeded in overtaking your king. And I am a woman.

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Pt 9 of songs to use for stories
          Hold on- extreme music
          In my head- the bedroom
          Say something- a great big world
          Ava- famy
          Crazy In love- beyonce (slowed)
          Dont give up on me- Andy grammar 
          Feel so close- Calvin Harris 
          Reflections- toshifumi hinata
          City of the dead- eurielle 
          Ocean- hillsong
          Winter winds, I will wait- mumfard and sons
          Where is my mind- maxence cyrin
          Roses- the chainsmokers 
          Day dreaming- rosa Pullman 
          Fragile- kygo labrinth 
          Never say never- the fray
          If by chance- ruth b.
          Okay- finding hope
          When will I see you again- shakka
          Do what you are doing- dexter britain
          Your soul- rhodes
          To love someone else- every lynch
          Breezeblocks- jimmy Cowan and leslie laine
          Dusk till dawn- zayn
          Down to the second- zach Berkman 
          This is home- cavetown 
          Illusory light- sarah blaska
          Ocean x fine line
          Turning page- sydney rose
          

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Pt 8 of songs to use for stories
          Wait, my tears are becoming a sea, outro, I need you, midnight city- m83
          Waves- dean lewis
          Home-  machine gun Kelly, x ambassador bebe rexha
          Where my love, girl, the dark, Conner- syml
          Us- james bay
          It will rain,,- bruno mars
          All I need- within temptation 
          Falling in love- alan watts
          Night trouble- sunset lover
          Heather X a thousand years X before you go- mashup
          Music to become a villain- heart of darkness
          Salvation- gabrielle aplin
          This is the hunt, storm, secrets and lies, live like legends, monsters, invincible, find you- ruell 
          Good grief, oblivion- bastille
          Leave a light on- tom walker
          Let it all go- rhodes & birdy
          Holding on and letting go- ross copperman
          Silhouette- Aquillo
          Half light- banners
          Carry you- ruell fleurie 
          It's ok, home- tom Rosenthal 
          Touch- mattia cupelli
          Hunger- ross copperman 
          Home- dotan
          You are a memory- messages to bears
          Someone to stay- Vancouver sleep clinic
          Take on the world- you me at six 
          Visions of gideon, mysteryof love, die happy- sufjan Stevens 

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Pt 7 of songs to use for stories
          Hurts like hell- fleurie
          Too good at goodbyes, I'm not the only one, stay with me, fire on fire, lay me down, diamonds- sam smith
          Breathe me- sia
          Cold- Jorge méndez
          In the end- linkin park
          I found- amber run
          Arrival of the birds and transformation, to build a home- the cinematic orchestra 
          Nothing left to say,- imagine dragons
          Empty space,,- James Arthur 
          In my veins- Andrew belle
          Experience, nuvole bianche, primavera, oltremare, divenire- ludovico einaudi 
          No time to die, bellyache,,- Billie eilish 
          Medicine, youth- daughter
          Broken- isak danielson
          I'll be good- jaymes young
          Power over me- dermot Kennedy 
          Fine line, falling- harry styles 
          Your somebody else- flora cash
          How could you leave us, paralyzed, trauma, time- nf
          Give me love- ed sheeran
          Arcade- Duncan Laurence 
          Roslyn, beach baby - bon iver & st. Vincent 
          Flightless bird, American mouth- iron and wine (twilight)
          Let me sign- robert Pattinson 
          In this shirt- the irrepressible 
          Heather, the cut that always bleeds- conan gray
          Lost without you, you mean the world to me- freya ridings 
          A soulmate who wasn't meant to be- Jessica benko
          She will always hate me- james blunt

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Pt5 of songs to use for stories
          Dancing with your ghost- sasha sloan
          You know it- colony house
          Like Jose- Playful ryan
          Suburban wonderland- between friends 
          Crump- locket
          Legacy- fjora
          Used to the darkness- des rocs
          Run boy run- woodkid
          Where is my mind- pixies 
          Wishful drinking- tessa violet.
          Glass animals- mamas gun
          We dont have to take our clothes off- ella eyre
          Skyfall, set fire to the rain- adele
          The scientists, sparks- coldplay
          Hold on- chord overstreet 
          Another love, magnetised, heal- tom Odell 
          Unsteady- x ambassadors 
          Chasing cars- snow patrol
          Wings, skinny love, not about angels, deep end,- birdy
          So cold- ben cocks
          Apologize, I lived- oneRepublic
          The night we met-  lord huron
          The way, vengeance, see what I've become- zach hemsey
          All I want, talk- kodaline
          Drops in the ocean- ron Pope 
          Lights down low- max
          Sarurn, light, already gone, two, touch, earth, hearing, Pacific, turning page, mercury, eight- Sleeping at last
          

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Pt 5 of songs to use for stories
          Atlantis- seafret
          Henny in the Hamptons- bren joy
          Ice3peak- thrrst English 
          People I dont like- upsahl
          Malbaro nights- Lonely god
          Winding-up blind.see
          Stuck in the middle- tail verdes
          Hometown- twenty one pilots 
          July- noah cyrus 
          Love and war- yellow claw
          The front bottoms- lone star
          Oh no- kreepa
          Coyote- mako
          Big boy- chorolette cardin
          Spring has sprung- spegss
          Take me out- Franz Ferdinand 
          Me myself and I (instrumental)-  g-easy babe rexha
          Highschool- umi
          I'm yer dad- grlwood
          Back to black- amy Winehouse 
          Mansard roof- vampire weekend
          Broken date- com truise
          Kill our way to heaven- michl
          Hawaii- cub sport
          Heart dont stand a chance-  Anderson paak
          princess castle- jazmine bean
          Violent- carolesdaughter
          Nothing in return- monsune
          Soldiers- kyle dixon & Michael Stein
          You killed me on the moon- blow

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Pt 4 of songs to use for stories
          Borderline- tame impala
          I met sarah in the bathroom- awfultune
          Teenage dirtbag- wheatus 
          Desire- hucci
          Freak- Surf curse 
          Way down we go- kaleo
          Friends, into it, swim- chase Atlantic 
          Super freak- rick james
          Little lion man, thistle and weeds- Mumford and sons
          Coffee breath- Sofia mills
          Monsters, the otherside, madness, war of hearts, deep end, game of survival - Ruell
          Are you with me- nilu
          Renegades- x ambassador
          Silent running- hidden citizens 
          Twin cabins- swing lynn
          Real boy- lola blanc
          Lemons- brye
          O children- nick caves and the bad seeds 
          She- dodie
          Control of me- riell
          Sex with a ghost- teddy hyde
          Broken- lund
          Golden- harry styles 
          I'm only joking- kongos 
          Are you bored yet, these days, pleaser- wallos
          Love is a bitch, go fuck yourself, I feel like I'm drowning- two feet
          Never- o_super mag.lo
          Butterfly's repose- zabawa
          Can I call you tonight, hot rod- dayglow

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Pt 3 of songs to use for stories 
          Mad hatter, cry baby, highschool sweethearts, alphabet boy, pacify her, bittersweet tragedy, training wheels- melanie Martinez 
          Mind over matter- young the giant
          Yellow, paradise- coldplay
          Formula, forever, mount Everest- labrinth
          Breezeblocks, left hand free- alt-j
          Dynasty- MIIA
          A little wicked- valerie Broussard 
          Welcome home son- radical face
          Fake- the tech thieves 
          Smells like teen spirit- nirvana
          Scotty doesnt know- lustra
          Cooler then me- mike Posner
          Bitch- allie x
          Apocalypse, dreaming of you- cigarettes after sex 
          Paper planes- M.I.A
          18- anarbore 
          Space cadet- metro boomin
          East of eden, hypnotic- zella day 
          Stolen dance- milly chance
          Castle- halsey
          Wicked ones- dorothy
          Afterlife, yes and no- xylø
          No light no light, seven devils- florence and the machine
          Elastic heart- sia
          Laughing on the outside- Bernadette carrol
          Through and through- Khai dreams
          lilith- ellise
          Smile- lily allen
          Bublegum bitch- Mariana and the diamonds 

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Pt 2 of songs to use for stories
          Ribs, liability, perfect places - lorde
          Sofia, flaming hot cheetos, bags, 4ever, bubblegum- clairo
          Take me to church, work song, movement, NFWMB- hozier 
          Always forever- cults
          Tongue tied- grouplove
          Rhinestone eyes- gorillaz 
          Rolling in the deep, send my love- adele
          Kids- mgmt
          Blood//water- grandson
          I cant handle change- roar
          Somewhere only we know- Keane 
          Somebody else- the 1975
          The brightside- the killers
          So what- pink
          Shes kinda hot- 5sos
          Poker face- lady gaga 
          Dead to me- kali uchis
          Its time- imagine dragons 
          Ocean drive- Duke dumont
          4 morant- doja cat
          Summertime sadness, be my daddy, you can be the boss, carmen, diet mountain dew, prettywhen you cry, young and beautiful, the blackest day, freak, meet me in the pale moonlight, serial killer ride x my blood, dark paradise, queen of disaster- lana del rey
          Genius- Lsd
          Haha, genocide pt4,- lol darkie
          Therefore I am- Billie eilish 
          Cat girls are ruining my life, miss you, egirls are ruining my life, white tee, cabin fever, never satisfied- corpse
          Deep end- foushe

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Pt 1 of song to use for stories
          everybody talks- neon trees.
          Heart of glass- miley cyrus. 
          Home- Edward Sharpe and the magnetic zeros.  
          Verbatim, Hayloft, oh ana, body, arms tonite, love stuck, ghosting, burning pile- mother mother
          505, do I wanna know, whyd you only call me when your high, I wanna be yours, mardy bum- arctic monkeys.
          All I wanted, I'm not angry anymore- paramore
          Achilles come down- gang of youths.
          Daddy issues, prey, sweather weather, wiped out, flawless, afraid, crybaby, alleyways, the beach, let it go, W.D.Y.W.F.M, how, everybodys watching me, wires, sweather weather (daylight remix)- nbh.
          Little dark age- mgmt 
          As the world caves in- matt Maltese 
          Me and my husband- mitski mitski 
          Michelle- sir chloe
          Bang bang- Sohodolls
          Line without a hook, mr loverman- Montgomery Ricky 
          This side of paradise- coyote theory
          Gimme! Gimme! Gimme!- abba
          Girls, we fell in love in october, I wanna be your girlfriend, midnight love, bad idea, ill die anyways- girl in red
          Pumped up kicks- foster the people 
          A good song never dies- saint model 
          Runaway- Aurora 
          Choke, do it all the time- idkhbtfm
          Cold cold cold, cigarette daydreams, trouble- cage the elephant 
          Out of my league- Fitz and the tantrums
          Ophelia, oh hey, jimmy sparks- the lumineers