Aster

um slight problem I got angy(angry) and threw my phone and its smashed like r e a l l y badly but I do have a backup that I use on my laptop (mrbloopbloopblue) but if you want this account staying alive I can use my Ipad :) 

I might cancel the Tubbo x reader since my own mental health is just I don't how to explain it I am having big mood swings and I can barely focus on anything I am also ill and I am closeted still so I get dead named daily same with misgendered and I have nobody to talk to. I never do since a few days ago my friend fucking showed me without warning their (I dislike it since it makes me uncomfortable but um to put in a way they slice and diced their arm) yea and it makes me uncomfortable since the scars aren't pretty I know from experience but yeah I am done with life I am on edge everyday hallucinations, ill most of the time, attachment issues, trust issues , guilt, self hatred and more but I don't want to put anything else here but this is normal, right? 

Ever just go back to your old account to see its been nearly a year since you last uploaded on it its so weird to see how much I have changed
          (my old account was cursedbyfanfics i forgot the password to the account so here we are) 

I am unwell, again. I really want to cry but then I also want to fucking scream and punch the shit of something but my throat is burning :)
          (I just get really major mood swings and I have a really weak immune system ) 

:) sorry for not updating I don't have my laptop the Internet just completely stopped so we are going to see if we can get it fixed I might try to upload stuff but it's going to be difficult 

Should I make an art book? 

to my beloved three followers can one of you help me choose a fandom for a book thank you <3

hello for anyone who reads my Tubbo x reader I am going to unpublish it for a while because I am not sure what is going on with dsmp lore and shit so I shall start a new book for to focus on maybe two? ☕

my sleep schedule is fucked again :)

I is mad because I can't eat my dairylea dunkers because I have lost my taste it it will taste disgusting >:(